09-07-2016, 06:06 PM
(09-07-2016, 04:42 PM)RTBoss Wrote: Eh, I took it differently - like what is it you're really wanting out of this thing. Clearly "you (me)" is the constant. Clearing away the BS blocking that light from shining fully is the ultimate goal. I'm talking more literally, examples, whatever. I get the figurative.
Anyway, mood is better today at this point than yesterday. My wife and I were discussing dinner. She wanted Chipotle, but I was like "Ok, no guac. You get guac on your burrito bowl, and chips & guac and it add like $6 every time." She gave me the lower lip/sad lip thing. I say, "Well, if I'm going to go I better put on some deoderant, this shirt is gettin' ripe!" She wrinkled her nose so I jokingly raised my arm and blew air toward her. She then says, "Well, that's no way to get sex from me!" I was genuinely surprised (since we're done "trying" for the month). I said. "Oh, we're havin' sex!? Alright!" She says, "Well, not if you're going to do that, not exactly the way to turn a lady on!" So I say, "Fine, guac it is!"
Anyway, this is as close to initiating as it gets from her! She has also been in a great mood around me today.
My experiences with DMSI have been really similar in many ways to yours and chaosvrgn's. My results with the sub have been more like a delayed response, but I think that's due to just the way my brain is processing this information.
Seeing as how things are moving towards an uptick for you and Chaos, I am really hopeful that I experience similar feelings in my reality.
All the same, this sub is seriously kicking my ass in a gentle way. Not sure if that makes any sense.
Love reading your journal brother.
