09-07-2016, 10:08 AM
I swear, v2.4 has a virtual morphine drip or something. Every time I start to feel fear, anxiety or anything else, I get a hit of euphoria -- very dopaminergic -- that gets rid of the resistance feeling. I can still "sense" it deep within, but for the most part, the euphoria is so potent that it allows me to continue having a regular life while the healing modules does it's thing.
The only "downfall" that I see thus far is that the euphoria sometimes leads to falling asleep. Like, you're just chilling and BOOM -- you get sleepy. Hasn't happened while driving or anything, just usually when I'm sitting around doing nothing.
Oddly enough, I'm having thoughts of performance anxiety in regards to #3. She's becoming this idea of true emotional intimacy -- something I've always had problems with. It's like I'm being compelled to be with her, if not for any reason but to help me get over these emotional issues. We're probably seeing each other next Friday, hoping the sub ingrains enough to get rid of the anxiety by then. I have faith that it'll actually help my sexual performance regardless of whether I'm emotionally attached to the woman or just looking for a bang and bolt.
The only "downfall" that I see thus far is that the euphoria sometimes leads to falling asleep. Like, you're just chilling and BOOM -- you get sleepy. Hasn't happened while driving or anything, just usually when I'm sitting around doing nothing.
Oddly enough, I'm having thoughts of performance anxiety in regards to #3. She's becoming this idea of true emotional intimacy -- something I've always had problems with. It's like I'm being compelled to be with her, if not for any reason but to help me get over these emotional issues. We're probably seeing each other next Friday, hoping the sub ingrains enough to get rid of the anxiety by then. I have faith that it'll actually help my sexual performance regardless of whether I'm emotionally attached to the woman or just looking for a bang and bolt.