09-05-2016, 06:09 AM
Gentlemen, based upon my preliminary experiences, we're in for a ride. So, I didn't get the full 5 loops because the aura generation was disrupting my sleep something fierce. I was having the WEIRDEST dreams -- if you could even call them that. They were more like sensory experiences. Couldn't see anything, but felt all kinds of odd sensations. At one point, I felt like I was being buried in sand. I could hear the beach and feel the sand being thrown on me, but couldn't see anything.
I ended up tossing and turning through two loops. Kept waking up to feelings of terror -- like spiders were in my bed or something. Then, I woke up to my body buzzing with energy. Never felt anything like that before. Was just pure energy, flowing through every part of my body. I tried to turn Super Saiyan just to see if I were dreaming. Couldn't really get back to sleep with all that energy buzzing, so I was like "screw this" and ripped the earbuds out. Had regular dreams then, just don't know what.
Woke up this morning to EXHAUSTION. Was like wtf. Then... the exhaustion started subsiding and I began to take note of my internal state. Calm. Grounded. Focused. I'm just as confident as I was on v2.3, but it feels different. This feels natural. Ingrained. Like I've always been this way. v2.3 was like taking a stimulant, where you knew the state wasn't natural. My guess is that the new healing modules is helping to ingrain the mindset so that it's deeper in the subconscious. There's a feeling of anxiety behind all the confidence. I'm chalking that up to the healing modules doing its thing and I welcome the healing.
Decided to go for a quick field test. Ran up to the Office Max to grab my normal shipping supplies. Monica was there. The last time on went (on v2.3), she completely ignored me. This time, she stared deep into my eyes, said hello and went submissive -- eyes down, submissive posture. Couldn't even look at me. Keep in mind, there's a difference between "couldn't look" and "wouldn't look." Shannon can probably back me up on this, or anyone else who really knows body language, but there's a subtle difference between the two that's hard to put into words. "Couldn't look" means she wants to, but she's intimidated or feeling self-conscious. Wouldn't look is when she's actively trying to avoid making contact -- an outright rejection. This was the former.
So, her weird looking coworker, this chick that's flirted with me before (but isn't attractive -- AT ALL) found a reason to follow me to the register and start talking to Monica. When Monica bagged my stuff, the OTHER girl tried to tell me to have a good day and began stumbling over her words. She then burst out laughing and corrected herself. For some reason, I didn't even wish her a happy day back, I just gave her a knowing smile, like, "yeah, I bet you would stumble on your words around me" and she looked like she melted. When I walked out, I heard her whispering something and giggling, but I didn't turn back.
At home now. Bad thing about being an online entrepreneur is that you don't get TOO many opportunities for field testing. And since today's labor day, I don't know if we'll have boxing class tonight. So, today might be a bust in regards to testing.
Thursday is the Kanye concert in Washington D.C. tho.
I ended up tossing and turning through two loops. Kept waking up to feelings of terror -- like spiders were in my bed or something. Then, I woke up to my body buzzing with energy. Never felt anything like that before. Was just pure energy, flowing through every part of my body. I tried to turn Super Saiyan just to see if I were dreaming. Couldn't really get back to sleep with all that energy buzzing, so I was like "screw this" and ripped the earbuds out. Had regular dreams then, just don't know what.
Woke up this morning to EXHAUSTION. Was like wtf. Then... the exhaustion started subsiding and I began to take note of my internal state. Calm. Grounded. Focused. I'm just as confident as I was on v2.3, but it feels different. This feels natural. Ingrained. Like I've always been this way. v2.3 was like taking a stimulant, where you knew the state wasn't natural. My guess is that the new healing modules is helping to ingrain the mindset so that it's deeper in the subconscious. There's a feeling of anxiety behind all the confidence. I'm chalking that up to the healing modules doing its thing and I welcome the healing.
Decided to go for a quick field test. Ran up to the Office Max to grab my normal shipping supplies. Monica was there. The last time on went (on v2.3), she completely ignored me. This time, she stared deep into my eyes, said hello and went submissive -- eyes down, submissive posture. Couldn't even look at me. Keep in mind, there's a difference between "couldn't look" and "wouldn't look." Shannon can probably back me up on this, or anyone else who really knows body language, but there's a subtle difference between the two that's hard to put into words. "Couldn't look" means she wants to, but she's intimidated or feeling self-conscious. Wouldn't look is when she's actively trying to avoid making contact -- an outright rejection. This was the former.
So, her weird looking coworker, this chick that's flirted with me before (but isn't attractive -- AT ALL) found a reason to follow me to the register and start talking to Monica. When Monica bagged my stuff, the OTHER girl tried to tell me to have a good day and began stumbling over her words. She then burst out laughing and corrected herself. For some reason, I didn't even wish her a happy day back, I just gave her a knowing smile, like, "yeah, I bet you would stumble on your words around me" and she looked like she melted. When I walked out, I heard her whispering something and giggling, but I didn't turn back.
At home now. Bad thing about being an online entrepreneur is that you don't get TOO many opportunities for field testing. And since today's labor day, I don't know if we'll have boxing class tonight. So, today might be a bust in regards to testing.
Thursday is the Kanye concert in Washington D.C. tho.
