09-01-2016, 10:34 AM
day 164 - formless stuff
I have not been consistent with listening time. some days I'll do 21 hours us. some days 8-10 hours us with 2 hours masked. once in a while I'll forget to listen but never more than a 24 hour period.
I am 2 weeks shy of 6 months. so far I am happier with myself. I am more social.
I am still single. I will enjoy being single. I just went to orientation for my new job and am waiting for an email for when training starts. they open on the 13th.
I know that I need to listen to the sub longer. It is helping with bringing me out of my depression. I am a person of extremes and when I interact with people I either become introverted, in fear of what I might say or do, or I can get loud and obnoxious. its like I skip 2nd 3rd and jump to 4th gear in my interactions. this is why I have troubles with women.
I believe I always attract my girlfriends. It only happens when I enter a new situation though.
If I listen to a attract your perfect sub, will my obsession with my crush hinder it?
I just need to have absolute faith that the attract your perfect sub will bring someone hotter than my crush. (face is 8 body a 10, with an awesome attitude, steady job, and I could go on)
anyway...I know I need to move on...I know I need to let her go...I know in 5 years I won't even remember her...but right now...I see her and I'm infatuated with her...
I wish attract your perfect subs were 5.5g
psychic seduction doesn't work if you can't keep a clear head and I can't stay focused during. I try meditating but lose focus. its why I listen to subs so I can set it and forget it.
I have not been consistent with listening time. some days I'll do 21 hours us. some days 8-10 hours us with 2 hours masked. once in a while I'll forget to listen but never more than a 24 hour period.
I am 2 weeks shy of 6 months. so far I am happier with myself. I am more social.
I am still single. I will enjoy being single. I just went to orientation for my new job and am waiting for an email for when training starts. they open on the 13th.
I know that I need to listen to the sub longer. It is helping with bringing me out of my depression. I am a person of extremes and when I interact with people I either become introverted, in fear of what I might say or do, or I can get loud and obnoxious. its like I skip 2nd 3rd and jump to 4th gear in my interactions. this is why I have troubles with women.
I believe I always attract my girlfriends. It only happens when I enter a new situation though.
If I listen to a attract your perfect sub, will my obsession with my crush hinder it?
I just need to have absolute faith that the attract your perfect sub will bring someone hotter than my crush. (face is 8 body a 10, with an awesome attitude, steady job, and I could go on)
anyway...I know I need to move on...I know I need to let her go...I know in 5 years I won't even remember her...but right now...I see her and I'm infatuated with her...
I wish attract your perfect subs were 5.5g
psychic seduction doesn't work if you can't keep a clear head and I can't stay focused during. I try meditating but lose focus. its why I listen to subs so I can set it and forget it.
