Fear of loss has completely fucked me up. My self-confidence is completely undermined. My relationships are undermined. Everything is fucking undermined. I'm trying to stay above water but I'm drowning in my own feelings so much right now. I'm losing the girl I've been with for almost a year and it's completely fucked everything up and undermined all of my self-confidence. The fucked up thing is on one hand I want to break up with her but on the other in scared of losing her. What the fuck?! How the fuck do I even deal with this?
Edit: Aaaaaand then another girl tells me she wants to see me and it's almost like someone flipped a switch and I feel more self-assured. I thought AM6 was supposed to remove these external hooks…
Edit: Aaaaaand then another girl tells me she wants to see me and it's almost like someone flipped a switch and I feel more self-assured. I thought AM6 was supposed to remove these external hooks…
