08-25-2016, 10:56 AM
(08-25-2016, 10:54 AM)Dubls Wrote: Been thinking since Stage 5 about what to do next. I had it in my head that I would run SM3 again to make it a year of SM, just like I did AM6 back to back. I've also considered running DMSI come September.
So here's the deal. I've noticed internal change with SM and I want to keep the ball rolling. I want to reinforce and amplify things like: feeling sexual, feeling entitled, feeling less shame, willingness to put myself out there, etc. Have I gotten laid? No. But the opportunities are there. SM has gotten me to the point where my hangups are bearable, largely because I know I'm working on them, and I don't believe I should suffer abstinence while I'm waiting for my dick to grow 2 inches. But that's hot air until I actually go out there and ****.
In short, I've had 6 months to familiarize myself with what SM has to offer, and I can only benefit from running it again. DMSI seems superficial by comparison, and that's not to say it's ineffective. For what SM is designed to do over time, I wonder if DMSI will get me that up front sexual experience that I need to crush a lot of the crap that SM is working on more subtly. That state shifting is hard to pass up, and I think that seeing myself succeed in a different state will open up doors for me mentally.
Your thoughts?
i am dying to do wm2 again sm3 is not an option for me again in the near future biatbw is great too 2.3 isnt doing much for me but i am only 3 days in but still
