08-23-2016, 09:19 AM
So the other day I had work and when I was driving there I didn't have my usual anxiety. It felt good. I guess I made some progress or overcame some block with E2. I've noticed I've been resisting this sub less when listening, so maybe I'm starting to make more progress. I think I'm still a bit controlling, ok a lot controlling, when it comes to this sub. I have this fear that if I don't know how I'm making these improvements, I'll lose them in the future. So I have way too much analyzing going on a lot of the time. But I guess what I really fail to realize is this is the whole point of subliminals, to get you to make improvements and positive changes that come automatically and aren't consciously brought about or worked on. So maybe I just lack trust. Which is completely ridiculous seeing as how the subconscious keeps me alive without me thinking about it.
