08-22-2016, 10:04 AM
What if all the battling, mentally and emotionally, to working constantly was just hardcore resistance to success programming?
There is such a thing as people finding passion and drive in their work. In fact that's what successful people are made of. It's entirely possible that I really didn't want to find it within myself to accept it as a possible reality for myself, and thus stonewalled my productivity with mental masturbation. In fact, I probably stonewalled it consciously...
But if I take a look at another area of my life, personal development, I find that I devote long hours and perform extensive work in such a field. (The attached meme slightly represents me and my obsession with improvement; not so much pua lol) So the battle against productivity is a moot point, as i already exhibit the traits which i seem so desperate to avoid. Talk about self sabotage.
Hey Raz, I think I'm having a similar epiphany as you had during your first stage 4 experience. Lol
I traveled to 3 different towns today, met the owners of 8 theaters, and built rapport with them all. I'm proud of my charisma, despite the inherent challenge in communicating in the local language.
Success is MIIIINNNNEE.
There is such a thing as people finding passion and drive in their work. In fact that's what successful people are made of. It's entirely possible that I really didn't want to find it within myself to accept it as a possible reality for myself, and thus stonewalled my productivity with mental masturbation. In fact, I probably stonewalled it consciously...
But if I take a look at another area of my life, personal development, I find that I devote long hours and perform extensive work in such a field. (The attached meme slightly represents me and my obsession with improvement; not so much pua lol) So the battle against productivity is a moot point, as i already exhibit the traits which i seem so desperate to avoid. Talk about self sabotage.
Hey Raz, I think I'm having a similar epiphany as you had during your first stage 4 experience. Lol
I traveled to 3 different towns today, met the owners of 8 theaters, and built rapport with them all. I'm proud of my charisma, despite the inherent challenge in communicating in the local language.
Success is MIIIINNNNEE.
