08-17-2016, 01:13 AM
Stage 5 Day 17.
I checked some of my videos speaking and talking to others, when I was in stage 5, though being the exceedingly freeflowing and fun and challenging almost all the time, I found that I did not like myself very much AS COMPARED to who I am right now because I did not notice much of the change in myself but now I can see as I am now aware the growth takes time and how I have evolved over the time, and the change may not be obvious initially but as time goes on, it surfaces itself and now I can see how the SM3 has been doing its work behind the curtain, and I am beginning to like it, a lot.
The things I said in my earlier post, I am getting angry and frustrated with people, I experienced something beautiful and refreshing though I have known it consciously.
Yesterday, I have gone out with my friends, and we were having fun, the most exciting fun, the most purest fun.
I did not anything personally being told or thrown at me, though earlier I did not take it personally or in anyway seriously, but yesterday I agreed with everyone, I complimented everyone in a very genuine way and their perception of me changed instantly and they respected me for such a deep insights I have given them.
I can explain it in this way: Even when someone is making fun of what I am saying, or doing, or in general, I demonstrate the self mastery like AM6, and take their words literally, as in clarify things to them while maintaining myself and maintaining their self by myself, and literally taking the situation or the content or context and reframing it in a way that is very mesmerizing.
I cannot explain it in better way and I can say that it's very promising.
I also used PTS gesture and embedded commands while talking to girls and above everything, I did not use any of these things consciously, it was just there and what I have noticed about SM3 is that, somehow it is taking control of everything and I am totally different or new and refreshed person and I would find myself totally charming and charismatic person if my past self can see it now in a disassociated way.
I'm loving it.
I checked some of my videos speaking and talking to others, when I was in stage 5, though being the exceedingly freeflowing and fun and challenging almost all the time, I found that I did not like myself very much AS COMPARED to who I am right now because I did not notice much of the change in myself but now I can see as I am now aware the growth takes time and how I have evolved over the time, and the change may not be obvious initially but as time goes on, it surfaces itself and now I can see how the SM3 has been doing its work behind the curtain, and I am beginning to like it, a lot.
The things I said in my earlier post, I am getting angry and frustrated with people, I experienced something beautiful and refreshing though I have known it consciously.
Yesterday, I have gone out with my friends, and we were having fun, the most exciting fun, the most purest fun.
I did not anything personally being told or thrown at me, though earlier I did not take it personally or in anyway seriously, but yesterday I agreed with everyone, I complimented everyone in a very genuine way and their perception of me changed instantly and they respected me for such a deep insights I have given them.
I can explain it in this way: Even when someone is making fun of what I am saying, or doing, or in general, I demonstrate the self mastery like AM6, and take their words literally, as in clarify things to them while maintaining myself and maintaining their self by myself, and literally taking the situation or the content or context and reframing it in a way that is very mesmerizing.
I cannot explain it in better way and I can say that it's very promising.
I also used PTS gesture and embedded commands while talking to girls and above everything, I did not use any of these things consciously, it was just there and what I have noticed about SM3 is that, somehow it is taking control of everything and I am totally different or new and refreshed person and I would find myself totally charming and charismatic person if my past self can see it now in a disassociated way.
I'm loving it.
