Messaged that phoenix girl again to confirm plans for the weekend. Told her i'm going to bring her to the beach & she said she works all weekend and is going away for a few weeks.
She did say that that sounds like allot of fun and that "for sure" we will do it when she gets back.
I can't tell if she's rejecting me nicely or genuinely is going on vacation. She didn't add me on FB but she did respond to my messages with enthusiasm and give me her number. It's honestly hit or miss. The initial interaction wasn't as great as it could have been because I was stoned & I become very emotional when high.
In my last post I mention that we already had a date planned for the weekend but I never actually had confirmed plans with her. I just said to her that "I'll prob give you a shout next weekend".
So it was a miscommunication on my part.
Oh and the young women did give me her number over FB during that conversation and when I did talk to her in person that one time at the end when I said bye to her I know for a fact she was attracted to me based on her very red cheeks/face and shy response.
I actually was very alpha that day even though I was high which is rare. Weed usually gives me major social anxiety but at that day I didn't feel any.
This may be a sign of the healing from DMSI because weed makes me insecure 99 percent of the time and lately I'm able to do things I feared/hated to do before while stoned. like interact with people, or drive my car.
I will try contacting Phoenix in a few weeks. I am not upset at the potential rejected but it's a little disappointing because I don't meet allot of women I'm attracted too.. I'm not taking it personal. I feel like if she doesn't agree it's based on the fact that I didn't have any 1 on 1 time to properly seduce and get intimate and or deep with her. I'm much better at attraction women when I'm one on one with them. I didn't talk to her much during our initial interaction.
Honestly the fact that I have a phoenix tattoo on my arm and her name is phoenix makes me want to date/bang her. I'm romantic/superstitious like that.
I'm also logical and realistic though and know that she may not be the right type of girl for me and I have no idea what her maturity level or interests are. I can only date a women I am stimulated both mentally and physically.
Physically, she's pretty hot. I love snow bunnies.
MAYBE the reason she hasn't added me on FB is because I know her brother and she doesn't want her older brother to know were talking/hanging out.
But again. that's just a guess and I could very well be wrong.
Before Alpha male and the other subliminals a situation like this would be on my mind 95 percent of the day and I'd be obsessing about it and ONEITIS with the girl. Thank god I discovered subliminals because the person I used to be in makes me sad thinking about it. I feel so powerful and manly compared to my former self. It feels great to have high self esteem and NOT obsess about stupid things like a women I don't know yet.
I have another girl I might go out with. She likes me for sure again and she's waiting on me to ask her out. For some reason I don't feel like it. But if SHE asks me out I will accept and take her out.
I know she likes me because she keeps sending me seductive snap chats and because 2 years ago this chick was obsessed with me. ( I ended up hurting her and ignoring her after our first date (which btw went REALLY well)
The reason I ignored her at the time was because she was really needy and i was low self esteem and not ready to handle a relationship.
I really feel like i'm more then ready for a relationship right now. I'm very healthy emotionally now.
She did say that that sounds like allot of fun and that "for sure" we will do it when she gets back.
I can't tell if she's rejecting me nicely or genuinely is going on vacation. She didn't add me on FB but she did respond to my messages with enthusiasm and give me her number. It's honestly hit or miss. The initial interaction wasn't as great as it could have been because I was stoned & I become very emotional when high.
In my last post I mention that we already had a date planned for the weekend but I never actually had confirmed plans with her. I just said to her that "I'll prob give you a shout next weekend".
So it was a miscommunication on my part.
Oh and the young women did give me her number over FB during that conversation and when I did talk to her in person that one time at the end when I said bye to her I know for a fact she was attracted to me based on her very red cheeks/face and shy response.
I actually was very alpha that day even though I was high which is rare. Weed usually gives me major social anxiety but at that day I didn't feel any.
This may be a sign of the healing from DMSI because weed makes me insecure 99 percent of the time and lately I'm able to do things I feared/hated to do before while stoned. like interact with people, or drive my car.
I will try contacting Phoenix in a few weeks. I am not upset at the potential rejected but it's a little disappointing because I don't meet allot of women I'm attracted too.. I'm not taking it personal. I feel like if she doesn't agree it's based on the fact that I didn't have any 1 on 1 time to properly seduce and get intimate and or deep with her. I'm much better at attraction women when I'm one on one with them. I didn't talk to her much during our initial interaction.
Honestly the fact that I have a phoenix tattoo on my arm and her name is phoenix makes me want to date/bang her. I'm romantic/superstitious like that.
I'm also logical and realistic though and know that she may not be the right type of girl for me and I have no idea what her maturity level or interests are. I can only date a women I am stimulated both mentally and physically.
Physically, she's pretty hot. I love snow bunnies.
MAYBE the reason she hasn't added me on FB is because I know her brother and she doesn't want her older brother to know were talking/hanging out.
But again. that's just a guess and I could very well be wrong.
Before Alpha male and the other subliminals a situation like this would be on my mind 95 percent of the day and I'd be obsessing about it and ONEITIS with the girl. Thank god I discovered subliminals because the person I used to be in makes me sad thinking about it. I feel so powerful and manly compared to my former self. It feels great to have high self esteem and NOT obsess about stupid things like a women I don't know yet.
I have another girl I might go out with. She likes me for sure again and she's waiting on me to ask her out. For some reason I don't feel like it. But if SHE asks me out I will accept and take her out.
I know she likes me because she keeps sending me seductive snap chats and because 2 years ago this chick was obsessed with me. ( I ended up hurting her and ignoring her after our first date (which btw went REALLY well)
The reason I ignored her at the time was because she was really needy and i was low self esteem and not ready to handle a relationship.
I really feel like i'm more then ready for a relationship right now. I'm very healthy emotionally now.
