08-14-2016, 09:05 AM
this isn't really BASE related (maybe it is on some level?), but for lack of a better place to put this, i am writing it here.. yesterday i got on the train to leave town, and this girl my age sat across from me. From teh looks of it, i guessed she was a village girl, with a somewhat traditional upbringing. The poor girl was showing all kinds of attraction signs, like mirroring, and i could tell she was trying to resist but she couldn't. then she puts her bag on her lap. me being the stupid that i was didn't talk to her because "oh what would teh other people on the train think?!" and "i can't communicate with her due to language barriers"... whatever...
also, today on the train back to town, people were staring me down. like in a curious sort of way. It was kind of uncomfortable when granny's stared me down (i feel your pain Frosted!). Guys stared at me too... weird.
Of course, my sense of style is a lot... more... pronounced, I should say. "Better" or "worse" would not be accurate to describe it. But my style is "loud". I'm sure that contributes to it. So does the way I carry myself.
I'm trying to figure out how it could be BASE related in any way, but it might just be my previous AM6,SM3,E2 programming is just coming to the surface after some of the emotional crap has started to clear.
also, today on the train back to town, people were staring me down. like in a curious sort of way. It was kind of uncomfortable when granny's stared me down (i feel your pain Frosted!). Guys stared at me too... weird.
Of course, my sense of style is a lot... more... pronounced, I should say. "Better" or "worse" would not be accurate to describe it. But my style is "loud". I'm sure that contributes to it. So does the way I carry myself.
I'm trying to figure out how it could be BASE related in any way, but it might just be my previous AM6,SM3,E2 programming is just coming to the surface after some of the emotional crap has started to clear.
