08-12-2016, 05:49 PM
(08-09-2016, 01:38 PM)ffaux Wrote: I'm feeling the certainty that my time is coming to an end again. Except this time I feel like I'm already dead. I feel like I'm living a memory. I feel like I've been given the gift of time to share my love with my family before I go. I feel a little bit afraid. I'm hoping that this feeling comes from the subliminal surfacing my fear of death. That's why I'm posting here. I'm hoping Shannon will tell me not to worry but somehow I can't shake the feeling that…I don't know what…that I've been given the gift of time to say goodbye and I love you to my family before I have to let go of this life and release back into eternity.
I've been feeling a similar feeling, like a hopelessness mixed with dread almost. I spent the last week lying in bed thinking about death and how I am a burden to this world and won't be missed. I feel much better now though, so stick in there.
Hope you're ok brother!
