08-09-2016, 04:26 PM
I was with my family again the first part of today when we took all the kids to the local children's museum, after having run 3 loops TS last night.
Initially, same deal with my brother's wife. She looked good today, too. Clipped, one-word answers to any questions. Refused to look me in the eye. I caught myself checking her out more than usual. I told myself, "Hey, there's nothing wrong with looking good or being sexually attractive." After that, and as time went on, she opened up more. She wasn't necessarily going out of her way, like she has with me in years past, but it was almost like she figured out how to deal with it.
Noticed quite a few stares from some mom's, but no one wants to hear that. None of them went out of their way to bump into me, or start a conversation. I felt a little standoffish in a IDGAF about anyone I don't know talking to me. The neediness factor is essentially zero.
As I finish typing this, my wife just said, "I keep getting hot flashes." I asked since when, and she said it's been a few days now. She's also ovulating, so I wonder if ovulating + my aura is connected with the hot flashes.
Initially, same deal with my brother's wife. She looked good today, too. Clipped, one-word answers to any questions. Refused to look me in the eye. I caught myself checking her out more than usual. I told myself, "Hey, there's nothing wrong with looking good or being sexually attractive." After that, and as time went on, she opened up more. She wasn't necessarily going out of her way, like she has with me in years past, but it was almost like she figured out how to deal with it.
Noticed quite a few stares from some mom's, but no one wants to hear that. None of them went out of their way to bump into me, or start a conversation. I felt a little standoffish in a IDGAF about anyone I don't know talking to me. The neediness factor is essentially zero.
As I finish typing this, my wife just said, "I keep getting hot flashes." I asked since when, and she said it's been a few days now. She's also ovulating, so I wonder if ovulating + my aura is connected with the hot flashes.
