08-08-2016, 07:00 PM
Finished 3 loops this morning.
Went to the gym. Holy shit, there was a smoking hot chick I've never seen before with real DD's on an athletic frame. I know all eyes in the gym were on her. So, I wasn't going to be a part of that. I wanted to snap a few spy pics, but the app picked today to not start without crashing every time. I restarted my phone, no go. She came within 5 feet and started a new exercise. I still wouldn't look at her directly. Every time I looked into the mirror, it was at myself. I'd say at one point she posed, with a hip cocked to one side and hands on hips to frame her ass, but I didn't look at her direct to find out. Maybe I'll see her again, but really, it doesn't matter (other than to gauge effects of the program).
Saw my brother's wife tonight - first time in three years. Sure enough, immediately I could tell something was off. She gave off such a strange vibe. Then, she'd talk at me but absolutely refused to look me in the eye. This is nothing like the person I know. She would shift from positive body language to guarded, over and over. She finally settled on crossed arms for most of the night. She did her best to stay away, and at bed time for the kids she hugged everyone goodnight but me. Totally weird, and I'm sure her very stringent, prudish value-system (not-to-mention the very definition of helicopter parents - their 6-year-old "isn't ready for Star Wars yet" WHAT!?) was going haywire. These are the type of people who try to live the Disney story-book life. They're "good" people to the core and practice living their values daily, and part of me respects it - the other part of me would never leave our kids to them should something happen to us. It's too nutty, too-goody-goody, whatever you want to call it, not for us. Anyway, I'm hoping being around her all week doesn't put her into some kind of personal crisis and that she can just accept my new sexy and move past it.
Went to the gym. Holy shit, there was a smoking hot chick I've never seen before with real DD's on an athletic frame. I know all eyes in the gym were on her. So, I wasn't going to be a part of that. I wanted to snap a few spy pics, but the app picked today to not start without crashing every time. I restarted my phone, no go. She came within 5 feet and started a new exercise. I still wouldn't look at her directly. Every time I looked into the mirror, it was at myself. I'd say at one point she posed, with a hip cocked to one side and hands on hips to frame her ass, but I didn't look at her direct to find out. Maybe I'll see her again, but really, it doesn't matter (other than to gauge effects of the program).
Saw my brother's wife tonight - first time in three years. Sure enough, immediately I could tell something was off. She gave off such a strange vibe. Then, she'd talk at me but absolutely refused to look me in the eye. This is nothing like the person I know. She would shift from positive body language to guarded, over and over. She finally settled on crossed arms for most of the night. She did her best to stay away, and at bed time for the kids she hugged everyone goodnight but me. Totally weird, and I'm sure her very stringent, prudish value-system (not-to-mention the very definition of helicopter parents - their 6-year-old "isn't ready for Star Wars yet" WHAT!?) was going haywire. These are the type of people who try to live the Disney story-book life. They're "good" people to the core and practice living their values daily, and part of me respects it - the other part of me would never leave our kids to them should something happen to us. It's too nutty, too-goody-goody, whatever you want to call it, not for us. Anyway, I'm hoping being around her all week doesn't put her into some kind of personal crisis and that she can just accept my new sexy and move past it.
