08-07-2016, 09:35 AM
(08-07-2016, 01:18 AM)Raz Wrote: 2. You paid 500 bucks, so you owe it to you financially to run through.
for the record, i don't really feel "loss of my money". I have never felt that way with things in life. Money has never been a big deal for me, and is quite disposable- see how far away i am from being entrepreneurial?
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thanks for the advice and motivation guys. really, i'm over the halfway point in BASE2.1 {currently at day 18 of stage 3}. it'd be foolish for me to give up, after coming so far. But my mind is telling me to do so, even though I know that my heart really wants to just finish the program. In the end, even if I don't run BASE 2.1 again, I'll use the next generation version of it, of which I will receive a discount since I bought the 5G version.
It's just this run has been throwing me for a huge loop, and i'm just tired of feeling at an all time low; imagine your normal baseline mood level, but drop it down a couple notches. that has become my baseline, and i recognize that i've stooped into a bout of depression that has lasted since i began this program. and it's because of the resistance to this program that i feel this way.
Raz, you included some quotes that I've heard before, but cleverly forgot. Thanks for reminding me of that. The breakthrough is around the corner.
Ivaylo, you spit some golden nuggets there. I hate that 1 run of BASE is gonna basically do nothing if I don't follow it up with more runs in the future.
And yeah, DMSI is nothing but a piece of candy. It's definitely not worth stopping BASE. But it's the attractive little candy that shines so bright in the candy store, and you can smell it from a mile away.
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I thank you gentlemen for your support. It feels good to be amongst company on this journey. That's a blessing.