08-07-2016, 05:46 AM
While the conversation on keeping a woman loyal is interesting (and not related to my relationship with my wife, lol), I'm going to continue my journal.
Not much to report, yesterday, in spite of going out to a outdoor fish fry venue along the river. There were a lot of varying types of people there. Saw some looks, but nothing significant. The sexiest chick I saw was the bartender, and she was maybe a 5-6. Nice body, but riddled with tatts (not my thing) and her face was...meh. Had a good time with my wife, son, and brother-in-law. He and I got a long really well, as usual. If the aura affected how he sees me, he didn't show it.
It's now been 24 hours since listening. Yesterday I listened to 5 loops TS, really loud, on my sleep phones. I'll listen to 3 loops starting around noon or 12:30 today so I'm ready-to-go for dinner. Hope we go out.
I'm a little worried about the upcoming week, but I'll deal with it. My brother and his family are flying in from New England. His wife is cute. I haven't seen her for probably 3 years. I don't know what's going to happen having listened to this sub. They're very, very religious. So to have her show up and possibly suddenly have sexual feelings toward me makes me feel a little guilty. BUT, it shouldn't. That's my issue. I'll deal.
Not much to report, yesterday, in spite of going out to a outdoor fish fry venue along the river. There were a lot of varying types of people there. Saw some looks, but nothing significant. The sexiest chick I saw was the bartender, and she was maybe a 5-6. Nice body, but riddled with tatts (not my thing) and her face was...meh. Had a good time with my wife, son, and brother-in-law. He and I got a long really well, as usual. If the aura affected how he sees me, he didn't show it.
It's now been 24 hours since listening. Yesterday I listened to 5 loops TS, really loud, on my sleep phones. I'll listen to 3 loops starting around noon or 12:30 today so I'm ready-to-go for dinner. Hope we go out.
I'm a little worried about the upcoming week, but I'll deal with it. My brother and his family are flying in from New England. His wife is cute. I haven't seen her for probably 3 years. I don't know what's going to happen having listened to this sub. They're very, very religious. So to have her show up and possibly suddenly have sexual feelings toward me makes me feel a little guilty. BUT, it shouldn't. That's my issue. I'll deal.
