08-01-2016, 01:38 PM
(07-31-2016, 09:31 AM)Steven Wrote: Shannon,
Less anxiety. More urge to be social. Feel like I might be coming out of the healing a bit. Less introverted, but still not as social as I was 2 months ago.
The other night I went to a party. Long story short, something happened that I've never done before. I may have had an autopilot moment or two. I started telling this woman I just met at this party how hot I thought she was and what I'd like to do with her. She looked completely normal about it. She smiled really big, like one of those genuine happy smiles like I made her week or month. But then it was like she caught herself enjoying it too much and did the "I don't know you well".
Also, I made out with her. I never did that before either making out with a woman I just met. By the time I was kissing her I still didn't realize I was doing it because it just felt normal. At first, she refrained from turning to me when I leaned in and made some noise like a sigh or something, but when I touched her cheek she turned to me. And by the second kiss she tried slipping me half her tongue! (There are those tongue display type presentations I keep getting.) I was a bit surprised she tried to tongue me, but I went with it. Then I stopped when she did the "I don't know you well" and stiffened up. But after that she was MUCH more affectionate and friendly. She gave me lots of compliments. We kissed a bit again later, but then she stiffened and did the "I don't know you well" again. So I stopped and left soon after that.
Perhaps this is another DMSI moment.
That night was a bit jumbled in my head because there were a number of times when I was thinking "I can't believe I'm saying that" or "I can't believe I just did that".
PS This post is NOT advice to go up to a woman you just met and start telling her how hot she is or what you want to do with her or start making out with her.
Didn't see this post. This is definitely DMSI kicking in. Very helpful information, too, thank you.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!