07-31-2016, 06:56 AM
stage 3 day 11
i have started noticing something very interesting.... i have what seems to be a state of hyper analysis, in the sense that I am noticing subtle differences in things. For example, I am much more in tune with other people's facial expressions, interpreting them more accurately. I also notice that while watching movies, I interpret the scene with far more clarity than I've been able to my whole life, which made me realize that my comprehension level is far different than what it seems most people have. It's almost like a switch in my brain was flipped to the "on" position.
I've also noticed that I sometimes get into what seems like a dozing consciousness. Throughout the day, I'm awake, but my awareness feels like I'm only 50% there. it's kind of weird, and i catch myself looking at something with a blank stare sometimes.. you know, how when you focus your eyes on an object in front of you, and then just completely dissolve the focus of your vision to where everything is blurry? That's what i'm talking about, but i catch myself doing that subconsciously sometimes. it's really curious
i have started noticing something very interesting.... i have what seems to be a state of hyper analysis, in the sense that I am noticing subtle differences in things. For example, I am much more in tune with other people's facial expressions, interpreting them more accurately. I also notice that while watching movies, I interpret the scene with far more clarity than I've been able to my whole life, which made me realize that my comprehension level is far different than what it seems most people have. It's almost like a switch in my brain was flipped to the "on" position.
I've also noticed that I sometimes get into what seems like a dozing consciousness. Throughout the day, I'm awake, but my awareness feels like I'm only 50% there. it's kind of weird, and i catch myself looking at something with a blank stare sometimes.. you know, how when you focus your eyes on an object in front of you, and then just completely dissolve the focus of your vision to where everything is blurry? That's what i'm talking about, but i catch myself doing that subconsciously sometimes. it's really curious
