06-28-2011, 02:29 AM
Day 27,
Changes:
- I've noticed that stewardesses makes me horny. It's crazy but I can't help it.. almost to a point where I'm feeling a little needy about it. Distracting!
- There are days where I go out and I get this feeling of horniness almost every time I see a okay looking girl - pretty needy. I catch myself though and try to maintain focus.
- Then there are the days where I really don't give a f*** who I look at and when I do lock eyes with a girl and the attraction is mutual.. it's pretty damn hot!
- I have a more of a naturally I don't give a f*** facial expression now.
Have had some weird dreams throughout this process..
[*] Yesterday I dreamed that I was downstairs on a big ship and the ship sank. The water came in and flowed quickly to my feet up to my head and I was about going to get crushed to the roof.
Then there came a hole in the ship and I was flushed out and was caught in a hurricane! Had the feeling that I was going to die and there was nothing I could do. (Strangely enough there was some heavy turbulent on the airplane today, and I had slightly the feeling again, when I thought about crashing)
[*] Some days before that I had a dream, where me and a girl were having hardcore sex.
[*] And some days before that I had a dream, where there was this cute little western europe girl about to go somewhere, who I locked eyes with in a bar and I just knew that she wanted me to meet up. I realize that it was the toilet and it was a small toilet.
I enter and we are looking each other in the eyes but instead of having sex, we talked sincerely and honest to each other about ourselves.
- LM
Changes:
- I've noticed that stewardesses makes me horny. It's crazy but I can't help it.. almost to a point where I'm feeling a little needy about it. Distracting!
- There are days where I go out and I get this feeling of horniness almost every time I see a okay looking girl - pretty needy. I catch myself though and try to maintain focus.
- Then there are the days where I really don't give a f*** who I look at and when I do lock eyes with a girl and the attraction is mutual.. it's pretty damn hot!
- I have a more of a naturally I don't give a f*** facial expression now.
Have had some weird dreams throughout this process..
[*] Yesterday I dreamed that I was downstairs on a big ship and the ship sank. The water came in and flowed quickly to my feet up to my head and I was about going to get crushed to the roof.
Then there came a hole in the ship and I was flushed out and was caught in a hurricane! Had the feeling that I was going to die and there was nothing I could do. (Strangely enough there was some heavy turbulent on the airplane today, and I had slightly the feeling again, when I thought about crashing)
[*] Some days before that I had a dream, where me and a girl were having hardcore sex.
[*] And some days before that I had a dream, where there was this cute little western europe girl about to go somewhere, who I locked eyes with in a bar and I just knew that she wanted me to meet up. I realize that it was the toilet and it was a small toilet.
I enter and we are looking each other in the eyes but instead of having sex, we talked sincerely and honest to each other about ourselves.
- LM
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
