Ivaylo's BASE 2.0 Journal

[heavysm]

So, absurd story sharing time.

Yesterday, I'm messaging a close friend something like "Hey, bitch, when are you free to go grab some beers?". He responds that he's offended by the word "bitch" and he won't talk to me anymore, he blocks me from Facebook and he doesn't return my calls even after I've apologized via SMS.

Now, keep in mind this is a guy whom I've known for 8-9 years, we've been very close friends who kept in touch daily for most of those, we've shared some f-ed up things about each other and we've had real angry fights over money because at one point we were in business together for a few years.

Now, as much as I don't like to admit it, although I am shocked and hurt, I also felt relief. This guy changed quite a bit over the last year and became more superficial and manipulative. I still thought there was value in this friendship, but well... that turn of events points to something.

The thing is, this happened so quickly and with so little logic behind the events, that I can't help but think this is some kind of manifestation. I'm not sure I'll ever know and E2 will have to help me make peace with that as well.

I had a mixture of BASE and E2 reveal some of my long time friends, and how we've all pretty much moved on. At first it sucked because i felt excluded from social things, but now i see that I'm just 100% on a different frequency than all of them.

E2 sort of pushed things over the edge so that now i know for sure we're just on different paths. I've also had close friends whom I had been actively helping be revealed to actually be talking shit about me behind my back. So yes, E2 will reveal a lot of subconscious questions you may have (are these long term friends who really resonate with me?), and it will answer them with blunt as f$%k responses.