07-20-2016, 02:55 AM
Over the last week I've been torn between E2 and DMSI as my next sub. I've decided to give E2 a try for 32 days and see how I feel afterward. The main criteria I'll be using is whether I'm seeing myself express more of BASE's programming. Bird feeding (the metaphor some of the guys have used) would be a step in the opposite direction and I can at least rely on DMSI to spring me into (some kind of) action, while also doing a bit of clearing.
I'm aware I'm setting myself up with an excuse to give in to my lower instincts with DMSI after 32 days, but I'm confident I'll have the necessary willpower to do the right thing. I'm in this for the long run.
I'm finishing up with BASE tomorrow. I'll do a longer review of my whole experience sometime during my break before E2.
I'm aware I'm setting myself up with an excuse to give in to my lower instincts with DMSI after 32 days, but I'm confident I'll have the necessary willpower to do the right thing. I'm in this for the long run.
I'm finishing up with BASE tomorrow. I'll do a longer review of my whole experience sometime during my break before E2.