Shannon's DMSI V2.2 Journal

[Shannon]

So today I couldn't run DMSI at all because GF spent the night last night and I ended up spending until 10:30 PM with her trying to accomplish something we were doing as a thank you for my neighbors. Sadly, we failed in our first attempt, and ran out of time too. I don't want to expose her to DMSI. So I'm running my three loops at max volume right now.

Just did another modeling run of how many loops to do. Three again took first place.

The effects I saw today from the aura were that when we went out to eat, we somehow ended up with not one, but two servers, who were both giving us equal attention. One was a young Black man, and one was a young White woman. The Black man was our official server. About 5 minutes in, he started stuttering, which I know means he was nervous about something at some level. I think this may have been my aura, because the next couple times he stopped by he also stuttered, and then after that, once we explained our situation, he stopped stuttering.

At first, when the woman started serving us, we thought it was because we had run him off being too much of a pain in the ass about getting a bowl of melted butter. But then he delivered the teas we had requested, and asked if we wanted more salad. She delivered the salad and another tea. It was as if they were taking turns serving us. Both were very attentive, and when I apologized for being a difficult customer because the diet has specific and unusual requirements, both were telling me, "Oh, it's okay, this is our job, no problem." Now I know the difference between a server who's upset just saying that to be polite, and one who genuinely means it. Both genuinely meant it.

I didn't get anything from anyone that seemed overtly sexual but I have noticed in the past that whenever I have 2+ servers all serving me, it always corresponds to one or more of them is significantly attracted to me.