07-12-2016, 12:20 PM
day - embarrassment
I don't know what day i'm posting. so I hung out with my crush and her friend. things were going well. lots of alcohol. the night was fun. we were all having fun. so I couldn't get her alone to try and escalate. the entire night. but I thought I was building attraction relatively well...until...
drunkedness kicked in and I don't know what happened I misunderstood something took it out of context and texted my crush:
hey...
fuck you
sorry that wasn't for you
I love you
whoa
sorry I'm drunk
yes people 6 drunk texts at 3:30 am
I woke up and thought I dreamed I did that but checked my phone and my heart just dropped
worst feeling plus a hangover
I sent a follow up text
hey...last night super fun, got super drunk, and my bad for the drunk texts. hope you can forgive me.
I put a smiley face emoticon in the text too.
so I basically shot myself in the foot...more like the sack. and the night was going so well. it was going so well...I feel sick. real nail in the coffin. if there was anything there it just got washed away by some stupid drunk texts...what am I 21yrs old? DAMN IT! I am so freaking pissed at myself. Why the hell would I think its ok to say fuck you to someone?
and then I texted I love you after that...CRAZY alert
I have to see this girl every time I go in there. I'm gonna try and own it out.
I don't know what day i'm posting. so I hung out with my crush and her friend. things were going well. lots of alcohol. the night was fun. we were all having fun. so I couldn't get her alone to try and escalate. the entire night. but I thought I was building attraction relatively well...until...
drunkedness kicked in and I don't know what happened I misunderstood something took it out of context and texted my crush:
hey...
fuck you
sorry that wasn't for you
I love you
whoa
sorry I'm drunk
yes people 6 drunk texts at 3:30 am
I woke up and thought I dreamed I did that but checked my phone and my heart just dropped
worst feeling plus a hangover
I sent a follow up text
hey...last night super fun, got super drunk, and my bad for the drunk texts. hope you can forgive me.
I put a smiley face emoticon in the text too.
so I basically shot myself in the foot...more like the sack. and the night was going so well. it was going so well...I feel sick. real nail in the coffin. if there was anything there it just got washed away by some stupid drunk texts...what am I 21yrs old? DAMN IT! I am so freaking pissed at myself. Why the hell would I think its ok to say fuck you to someone?
and then I texted I love you after that...CRAZY alert
I have to see this girl every time I go in there. I'm gonna try and own it out.
