06-10-2011, 07:44 PM
So tonights the last night of stage 5 and as usual I'll sum up what happened for this stage. I'm probably going to write this out because a list won't really do justice to whats on my mind right now.
Ok so I've looked back and realized I've come a long way. I don't know how much stage 6 is going to affect me, but for me a second run through of alpha is definitely going to occur sometime in my future. The results I've seen so far have just brought me to a tremendously peaceful state of mind. Prior to alpha I felt inferior, that's the best way to describe it. I felt out of place with everyone, life was a wreck and I got by but I knew something was up with me. I knew people could sense it and I was tired of it. Now I feel amazing, people's negativity or opinions of me don't matter and I'm free to just enjoy life. Plain and simple, I feel like an alpha male. Having a certain mindset and knowing about a certain mindset are two completely different things. For years I knew what I had to do, I knew about my ego, I knew that I improved but only to a certain degree. I had the knowledge about how to be a better person but I could not use it at all. This subliminal pretty much bridged that gap and now my mindset is on autopilot, I don't have to consciously steer myself in a certain direction, I just am.
I think we all grow from the subliminals in a different way, some of us are really receptive and others tend to have trouble making the change. I'm resistant to change on a subconscious level, I can say I'm not but I know that would be a lie. I'm definitely going to take a break from alpha male for a while after finishing, but I will return to it because I feel it would benefit me even more. The good news is that it will be like a nice little bonus run through as opposed to my first alpha journey when I felt desperate and I was craving results. But who knows, maybe when I'm done with alpha things will all come into place. Either way I'm sure my brain needs some well deserved rest, 6 months straight of hardcore conditioning and I can't wait to let it all soak in and just chill for a while.
Ok so I've looked back and realized I've come a long way. I don't know how much stage 6 is going to affect me, but for me a second run through of alpha is definitely going to occur sometime in my future. The results I've seen so far have just brought me to a tremendously peaceful state of mind. Prior to alpha I felt inferior, that's the best way to describe it. I felt out of place with everyone, life was a wreck and I got by but I knew something was up with me. I knew people could sense it and I was tired of it. Now I feel amazing, people's negativity or opinions of me don't matter and I'm free to just enjoy life. Plain and simple, I feel like an alpha male. Having a certain mindset and knowing about a certain mindset are two completely different things. For years I knew what I had to do, I knew about my ego, I knew that I improved but only to a certain degree. I had the knowledge about how to be a better person but I could not use it at all. This subliminal pretty much bridged that gap and now my mindset is on autopilot, I don't have to consciously steer myself in a certain direction, I just am.
I think we all grow from the subliminals in a different way, some of us are really receptive and others tend to have trouble making the change. I'm resistant to change on a subconscious level, I can say I'm not but I know that would be a lie. I'm definitely going to take a break from alpha male for a while after finishing, but I will return to it because I feel it would benefit me even more. The good news is that it will be like a nice little bonus run through as opposed to my first alpha journey when I felt desperate and I was craving results. But who knows, maybe when I'm done with alpha things will all come into place. Either way I'm sure my brain needs some well deserved rest, 6 months straight of hardcore conditioning and I can't wait to let it all soak in and just chill for a while.
