I'm finishing my third run in about two weeks actually. 
I can actually feel the internal programming as permanent and self-reinforcing. I have multiple sources of income and at least one more on the way. For me, the disappointment in where I'm at is not a lack of financial success as much as that it feels forced and unnatural to me to a large degree.
I'm not being challenged to grow as a person in the ways that I like, and for me this has largely been the reason I would do anything in life for as long as I can remember. Grinding would likely produce better results in my current situation, but I generally tend to enjoy having more variety in what I do. I have a few entrepreneur friends, who (in their own words) get confused by variety and who vastly prefer the grinding. (ENTJs all of them)
More power to them, but my natural patterns of behavior are different. I'm yet to find out how my qualities and flaws (ENTP) fit within the entrepreneurial lifestyle in a way that's deeply fulfilling to me. E2 has a module about getting your life in a way that boosts your self-esteem - a big part of why I'm running E2 next.
I can actually feel the internal programming as permanent and self-reinforcing. I have multiple sources of income and at least one more on the way. For me, the disappointment in where I'm at is not a lack of financial success as much as that it feels forced and unnatural to me to a large degree.
I'm not being challenged to grow as a person in the ways that I like, and for me this has largely been the reason I would do anything in life for as long as I can remember. Grinding would likely produce better results in my current situation, but I generally tend to enjoy having more variety in what I do. I have a few entrepreneur friends, who (in their own words) get confused by variety and who vastly prefer the grinding. (ENTJs all of them)
More power to them, but my natural patterns of behavior are different. I'm yet to find out how my qualities and flaws (ENTP) fit within the entrepreneurial lifestyle in a way that's deeply fulfilling to me. E2 has a module about getting your life in a way that boosts your self-esteem - a big part of why I'm running E2 next.
