07-03-2016, 09:27 PM
day 105 - absinthe
so...where do I start?
been doing huna? hoopoonopono? not sure on the spelling but the key here is, in essence, letting go of attatchment. you say 4 phrases :I'm sorry, please forgive me, thank you, and I love you
while keeping in mind what is troubling you at the present. remember to feel the phrases.
so what I did was repeat the phrase until the negative vibe went away (and it will), then move on to the next phrase till I was done with all 4. if I didn't feel drained, I repeated the process.
now let me tell you guys...I felt great...I feel great!
I went to my client's party, which noone showed up to, which made me feel obligated to go, but I had a gut feeling that I should go, like the universe kept showing me positive signs to go...so I did...
boy am I glad I did...there was my friend/client and one other girl...and she was gorgeous! do you know what else? we actually had things in common. so she's hot and I could have a conversation with her. Unfortunately I got in my head 60% of the time and wasn't leading the conversation at all. I'm just hoping what we did talk about and my demeanor would be enough for her to spark an interest. I mean she kept smiling at me when someone said something funny ( that's an ioi, right? any pua?). she gave me a ride home and I kissed her cheek goodbye ( her cousin was sitting shot). She asked me for my number to be her real estate agent( yes!). Either way something positive. but she is so hot. might have been the alcohol.
This girl came at the right time because I needed a catalyst. I don't know what will happen with this new girl. I am not expecting anything. I am just enjoying the moment. dude! she knows eckart tolle!
I finally got a text from my crush...here's the thing...we kinda sent multiple texts and the way they lined up made the conversation messed up...like it made me sound like such an asshole...I'm not gonna verbatim it but...man what crazy timing...one thing is for certain...she has kept them short and has stopped adding lol's or emoji's. I over analyze too much. I mean I could be overthinking this. on the flip side, she did respond relatively quickly to all of my texts today. man I'm hung up.
clock is ticking on the crush...seems the universe is bringing in a pinch hitter...what's gonna happen?
will he align with his crush or has the universe said try a different flavor?
guys and gals, I would be happy with either...life tune up is really taking hold because I am in happy tears mode in gratitude and appreciation...oh! btw, the new girl has heard of Abraham hicks! this is the first person I've met who knows of ah...if anything I know we will be great friends.
Life tune up
upgrade! upgrade! upgrade!
I get it...upgrade the girl...I mean, it shouldn't take a year to date someone. she knows I like her, so what the crack is she doing? she's stringing me along or I am completely reading her wrong ( highly unlikely) or she truly is confused herself. I would hope for the last option.
I am a man of my word and if I don't get a date or verbal date confirmation or a solid she's into me sign by whenever I said, I will move on and friendzone her. I have been huna about her and my feelings of letting her go are easier and by day 10 or whenever I said I will have let go...that's the plan.
so...where do I start?
been doing huna? hoopoonopono? not sure on the spelling but the key here is, in essence, letting go of attatchment. you say 4 phrases :I'm sorry, please forgive me, thank you, and I love you
while keeping in mind what is troubling you at the present. remember to feel the phrases.
so what I did was repeat the phrase until the negative vibe went away (and it will), then move on to the next phrase till I was done with all 4. if I didn't feel drained, I repeated the process.
now let me tell you guys...I felt great...I feel great!
I went to my client's party, which noone showed up to, which made me feel obligated to go, but I had a gut feeling that I should go, like the universe kept showing me positive signs to go...so I did...
boy am I glad I did...there was my friend/client and one other girl...and she was gorgeous! do you know what else? we actually had things in common. so she's hot and I could have a conversation with her. Unfortunately I got in my head 60% of the time and wasn't leading the conversation at all. I'm just hoping what we did talk about and my demeanor would be enough for her to spark an interest. I mean she kept smiling at me when someone said something funny ( that's an ioi, right? any pua?). she gave me a ride home and I kissed her cheek goodbye ( her cousin was sitting shot). She asked me for my number to be her real estate agent( yes!). Either way something positive. but she is so hot. might have been the alcohol.
This girl came at the right time because I needed a catalyst. I don't know what will happen with this new girl. I am not expecting anything. I am just enjoying the moment. dude! she knows eckart tolle!
I finally got a text from my crush...here's the thing...we kinda sent multiple texts and the way they lined up made the conversation messed up...like it made me sound like such an asshole...I'm not gonna verbatim it but...man what crazy timing...one thing is for certain...she has kept them short and has stopped adding lol's or emoji's. I over analyze too much. I mean I could be overthinking this. on the flip side, she did respond relatively quickly to all of my texts today. man I'm hung up.
clock is ticking on the crush...seems the universe is bringing in a pinch hitter...what's gonna happen?
will he align with his crush or has the universe said try a different flavor?
guys and gals, I would be happy with either...life tune up is really taking hold because I am in happy tears mode in gratitude and appreciation...oh! btw, the new girl has heard of Abraham hicks! this is the first person I've met who knows of ah...if anything I know we will be great friends.
Life tune up
upgrade! upgrade! upgrade!
I get it...upgrade the girl...I mean, it shouldn't take a year to date someone. she knows I like her, so what the crack is she doing? she's stringing me along or I am completely reading her wrong ( highly unlikely) or she truly is confused herself. I would hope for the last option.
I am a man of my word and if I don't get a date or verbal date confirmation or a solid she's into me sign by whenever I said, I will move on and friendzone her. I have been huna about her and my feelings of letting her go are easier and by day 10 or whenever I said I will have let go...that's the plan.
