Arctic Fox's EPRHA V2 Journal

[ArcticFox]

Month 3 started Monday 30/05/2016 - (17 days of listening)
Days missed = 6

I'm avoiding something, but I don't know what. I assumed the sub was making me super chilled thus causing my lack of motivation and drive but now I think its resistance. It's like I have disengaged and I'm now just drifting because I'm not facing up to "whatever it is".

I got told my contract is not being extended and was given a weeks notice (should have been a month), that's some serious coin I'm gonna lose but I am really laid back abnout it. Everyone cant belive how cool and calm i've been about the situation, they all said I should be really angry!! Either way I may have a job lined up for Monday, less pay but good enough to tie me over for a month.

EPRHA is releasing my natural AOS - I realised this when Catman mentioned it in another post. I get loads of IOIs and I had girls rubbing them selves upto me in a crowded bar last night. I just seem to be missing the ability to then engage women beyond looks and basic conversation, I'm to much of a p***y to make a move - or at least i don't know how to approach that.