SEX Panther: Dubls x SM3 ROUND 2

[Dubls]

My life feels so flat. My job really isn't that bad but I'm bored af and a little checked out mentally when I'm there. It wouldn't be wise to quit right now though. The past year has been about body transformation. Lately I'm lacking enthusiasm for the gym. My workouts have been hard but not fulfilling. This has been difficult because training has meant so much to me. Hell, at times that excitement would carry me through slumps at work. I might need to reduce volume or increase calories because I'm lacking energy, but there's more to it than that. Training has a special place in my heart and in my life, but it doesn't have the same appeal as when I was a fatty looking to escape the prison that was my body. I'm yearning for something more now, and this is where I wonder if the program is creating or amplifying this dissonance within. If I'm being honest, my life consists of work, gym, the odd social outing, and an extraordinary ability to waste time. I'm not getting laid.