06-21-2016, 07:22 AM
So I'm on day 2 of cutting back my hours and I should have done this a while ago. I feel like I have way more energy during the day and I feel like I'm able to focus on my life more and let the sub work in the background.
For a long time I felt like you have to go through some serious emotional struggles or pain to heal. But really it's all about taking your time, doing what you can, and giving yourself plenty of rest. My mistake was thinking I could bulldoze my way through all this stuff and reach the end quicker where I'm all better. Taking this thing in small manageable chunks is a lot better than trying to tackle as much as possible.
This is pretty much another lesson E2 has taught me. Self growth doesn't have to be painful or difficult if you approach it the right way. And intense emotional pain isn't a sign that you're healing any better than if you don't feel anything at all.
For a long time I felt like you have to go through some serious emotional struggles or pain to heal. But really it's all about taking your time, doing what you can, and giving yourself plenty of rest. My mistake was thinking I could bulldoze my way through all this stuff and reach the end quicker where I'm all better. Taking this thing in small manageable chunks is a lot better than trying to tackle as much as possible.
This is pretty much another lesson E2 has taught me. Self growth doesn't have to be painful or difficult if you approach it the right way. And intense emotional pain isn't a sign that you're healing any better than if you don't feel anything at all.
