Massive boost in confidence currently and feelings sorted out more and more. Massive GSF and inhibitioons are lifted now. Listening to some caveman stuff from RSDtyler, shit is funny. I´m also beyond frames. Tested it by assuming some `personalities"as an experiment and this is golden, such as mystery, owen cook and what not. The sub is pure self development in an fluid way, keep changing, developing, moving forward, upward and what not,. My will is law at this point., fucking dominant.
Subcommunications, high value, eye contact, presence, body language, vocal tonality, social callibration, which is great practice with current girl. Like, I;m constantly testing boundaries but know I'm at times take it personally still and yet, I own this stuff up to myself. There is something currently changing. I like the tribe leader imagery of being an king caveman having multiple women currently. Also, the fears and inhibitations that were triggered seem to be dissolving even further now.
This reality is mind, the rest is all part of this jungle, this kingshipm, this tribe.
Its an whole other shift now, like, being alpha, self developing in an ongoing theme, deeper at its core and essence. Like an stream of water yet dominant. I also understand that seeking for external signs may even be something lacking from inside. I'm still catching up with this. letting it all gravitating towatrds me yet not setting walls between. become rather formless and boundless.
Also honesty instead ofr pushing certain things and fears. Like, sticking to an imagery instead of letting the sub unfolding. There are still fears going on in my being. being honest with myself and these painfull things that surface. rather relaxc and get through with it, Breaking down need, this need to "be this/that" and thus covering these feelings/experiences.
Subcommunications, high value, eye contact, presence, body language, vocal tonality, social callibration, which is great practice with current girl. Like, I;m constantly testing boundaries but know I'm at times take it personally still and yet, I own this stuff up to myself. There is something currently changing. I like the tribe leader imagery of being an king caveman having multiple women currently. Also, the fears and inhibitations that were triggered seem to be dissolving even further now.
This reality is mind, the rest is all part of this jungle, this kingshipm, this tribe.
Its an whole other shift now, like, being alpha, self developing in an ongoing theme, deeper at its core and essence. Like an stream of water yet dominant. I also understand that seeking for external signs may even be something lacking from inside. I'm still catching up with this. letting it all gravitating towatrds me yet not setting walls between. become rather formless and boundless.
Also honesty instead ofr pushing certain things and fears. Like, sticking to an imagery instead of letting the sub unfolding. There are still fears going on in my being. being honest with myself and these painfull things that surface. rather relaxc and get through with it, Breaking down need, this need to "be this/that" and thus covering these feelings/experiences.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
