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Am 6.0 first run - Kol - 02-25-2016
Unchaining potential
After running ASC for 79 days |i decided to switch to AM 6.0. Reasons for that is that I face the same wall everytime and just wanted to run it. Some initial fears in changing the sub and walking against the same wall have made me decide to jump in the AM journey.
Currently I'm listening to the masked wave track and I notice this feels/sounds more heavy already. Right now I have an sense of clearing aswell as multiple ideas popping up. Going with it. hesitation seems already being less, and some sense of clearing is notced. An push towards an direction. I feel slightly more forcefull and an get over it attitude, more action driven.
Planning to run it 12 hours a day.
RE: Am 6.0 first run - CatMan - 02-25-2016
Excellent sub choice.
I've greatly enjoyed reading your journey through ASC 5G. You're actually following my exact path to subs, I started with ASC 5G and then moved onto AM6 once I was made a believer! You've been very good, I'm sure you will get a lot out of a multi-stage like AM6, and stick to it and use it according to directions etc. You definitely are serious and not ADD and impatient etc. I'm sure you will do well.
Looking forward to reading more from you about your new journey!
RE: Am 6.0 first run - wolverine_i_am - 02-25-2016
Welcome aboard the alpha male train!
RE: Am 6.0 first run - Kol - 02-25-2016
(02-25-2016, 12:13 AM)FrostedFake Wrote: Nice dude, good luck!
Thanks brah.
RE: Am 6.0 first run - Kol - 02-25-2016
(02-25-2016, 12:15 AM)CatMan Wrote: Excellent sub choice.
I've greatly enjoyed reading your journey through ASC 5G. You're actually following my exact path to subs, I started with ASC 5G and then moved onto AM6 once I was made a believer! You've been very good, I'm sure you will get a lot out of a multi-stage like AM6, and stick to it and use it according to directions etc. You definitely are serious and not ADD and impatient etc. I'm sure you will do well.
Looking forward to reading more from you about your new journey!
Yes, I'm planning on fully dedicating to the sub. Im noticing im getting more serious already and more centred.
RE: Am 6.0 first run - Kol - 02-25-2016
(02-25-2016, 05:55 AM)wolverine_i_am Wrote: Welcome aboard the alpha male train!
Thank you.
RE: Am 6.0 first run - Kol - 02-25-2016
stage one - day 1
- less procrastrination
- easier engaging in conversation with people
- weeding out distractions
- less tolerance for bullshit
- More centred in myself.
- deeper eye locking with people and using my environment, aswell noticed more women when went out, yet did not really care at all, im on my own mission. Expecting tons of attraction along the way. I am the centre.
- less desire to actually report changes on the forum and an deeper "go get" attitude and an IDGAF attitude.
- notice already an shift towards more agressiveness and less perfectionism. Deeper more forcefull feelings and pushes.
- Small appreciations and business is taken to another attitude level.
- taking the lead easy.
- cutting out junkfood.
No dreams yet or i forgot them.
I notice more forcefull statements.
RE: Am 6.0 first run - Kol - 02-26-2016
Agression mixed with sadness, dont care and action fuells me right now. Im very reactionair angry currently, yet know running this sub is the right choice.
RE: Am 6.0 first run - Kol - 02-27-2016
stage 1 day 2
Im more assertive. Met up with some people and one of them seemed to at times slightly test me. i remained unfazed at all. It doesnt bother me one moment, or atleast, slight. My humor is top notch, it rolls out fluidly and automatically. My whole mindset has changed to CEO. I am the leader of man. My eye contact is more in check now, often longer locks with people. Im getting aware of more validation seeking which in turn makes me slightly more quit en disinterested and i show it. I just cant keep my attention with boring stuff.
What I notice is how the sub in the first couple of hours made my head go spin, I had some anxiety yesterday and felt a bit beta in that my eye contact diverted which caught me up by suprise. Im more active then i was and my hesitation is killed off more and more.
I seem to experience manifestations, I encountered more women then before in my vision. More then usual and I had an passing thought of "this might be the manifestation", yet it goes smooth. The more attractive women seem to eye me and I let out an seductive hi back when one blond woman said hi to me, which caught me by suprise.
Im more forcefull in my appearance, more bold. Im weeding out distractions out of my life, and coming on the forums is met with some disinterest. Im straightening up my life basically, I do call off when its wasting my time, and experience an overwhelming sense of attention towards what I am doing, more of an responsibility.
Im currently entering day 3 of stage 1, woke up at 9 a.m, and notice I dont care at all and dont give a fuck at all. The sub will be an ride but it feels really good.
RE: Am 6.0 first run - Kol - 02-27-2016
day 3 stage 1
Not much to add other that my focus has increased and feeling more masculine. Im more attractive overal. i dont really care.
Im currently feeling more tired and realized afterwards i had multiple dreams, one was an fist coming my way which I reacted physical on it, it was more of an snippit, the other was an fight over parking my car. I had 2 cars in my dream.
My focus is outwards, im going more out, and am socialy more fluid. Flirting is increased and i have less inhibitions. People are more openly available and the 8,5-10 lighted up when talking to her, made eye contact and she was very receptive.
Younger girls are seen as in need of an father figure, older woman are purely being seduced.
Im more horny and sexual thoughts are popping up more in my mind, aswell as opening through to touch. Im owning this shit.
Still cutting out more crap and distractions, putting my income-outcome more in order so I can invest and have an year base overview.
Feeling less needy around woman, more balanced.
Got an mail from my dad and felt an anger response in myself. Also, people wasting my time-when telling them to respond early and not doing it, irks me and annoys me slightly. makes sense in valueing time. This will only increase.
Did experience some slight resistance, not much.
RE: Am 6.0 first run - Kol - 02-29-2016
day 5 stage 1
My eye contact gets more solid aswell as my body language, im more socially uninhibited. i have an growing hate towards victim mindset and notice neediness i have/had with my eye contact aswell as the way i speak. I have no compulsion in seeking eye contact, i rather let it wander around and connect.
I seem also to grow this vibe, which make other men sort of closed off towards me. I dont really care about that, im indifferent towards it while before it would somewhat affect me. Nice,
Im thinking as to how my current social circle is limited and feel urfges to move on from this. before i have been out of this circle and it doesnt benefit me.
I smile more randomly, laughter and I speak my mind way quicker and less inhibited with an non caring attitude. i feel the sub slowly taking ground and at times it dominates my mind.
I have an increase in anger and annoyance, feeling an bit closed off myself at times.
The whole 'toxic masculinity" is seen as one big crux and i call it bullshit. I still have mindfog and tension in my body. Othe times i feel really open and approachable. the IDGAF mindset is growing aswell.
Thus far AM is amazing and tackles lots of blocks. It feels like its finally being dealt with and it doesnt scare me, it feels rather like an aha moment. curious as to what will happen next.\
More active aswell, cleaned the house, my fridge, did the dishes, washed my clothes and just pull it all straight. Not to say im more forcefull in my projection and actions.
RE: Am 6.0 first run - Benjamin - 02-29-2016
The 'toxic masculinity' bs is just another way for feminists to make men feel bad for being men. Because men are a threat.
RE: Am 6.0 first run - Kol - 03-01-2016
day 6 stage 1
feel more and more centred in myself. At times the sub is really taxing mentality and feel an bit unbalanced. Im more bold and straight forward, less hesitating. Had some doubts pop up and have an slight headache currently but am not bothered aswell. Im getting more fearless and an slight anger is present. Anxiety and depression are slightly experienced. i look in the mirror and see someone else. Im growing more attractive day by day.
Im basically split right now. One side i want to do lots of stuff and I get shit done. Other side is more shut off. This sub is an monster in terms of changes and I at times feel I need to adjust to the changes. Just hit play and let it play.
I feel less the need to even write in my journal, Instead my focus is outwards and porn doesnt do a thing. Im feeling more horny, outspoken and my humor is smooth going.
More bold, more confrontational and pissed. Also more of an unshakable frame expression itself im my way. I let the sub run and think not much about it, basically an active driverseat position. Im more go get minded and feeling sexy and lock eyes.
RE: Am 6.0 first run - Kol - 03-03-2016
day 8 stage 1
Currently playing masked trickling stream. Im still getting 12 hours a day in. My attitude has shifted, im way more bold in my speaking and have averse felings expressiong themselves in an 'stop whining "kind of attitude. Im developing an stronger interest in books and towards health routines. Read -> apply. Its my reality, my playground. Im not scared to offend when speaking nor afraid to disgree with women. In fact, i did yesterday.
Had some weird beta responses this morning with women which made my gaze directly turn away. Had some ptsd flare ups including some paranoia yesterday and approach impulses after reading the journal of Wolverine of this forum. It made my whole body vibrate.
Also my confidence seems to get back on the level of when I listened to ASC. Im still not consistent and have my ups and downs. Eye locking from other people is also back as to when I played ASC.
Also my anger and irritation seems to increase. Looking in the mirror I am definitely more attractive but cant pinpoint how or what. AM seems to also cause some shield to develop. My body language has inproved dramatically.
Sex and women do play an role in my mind lately aswell, different kind of scenarios and visualisations pop up here and there,. friendship is also reviewed, my view towards that was pretty narrow based. Hornyness is ever present.