Life Tune Up...and let's see what happens...

[kyng009]

4kingdoms, I want to, I really do. unfortunately this sub was a 6 stage set and I want to give it the respect of 6 months. all this pain and suffering I am going through has to lead to something...its just gotta...I mean these lows can't keep digging deep...they just can't. I'm a positive dude. I only wish happiness for all. actually I joined a web group that has similar interests.

I'm pretty emotional lately. not cool. so instead of eprha i was gonna run asc again. even though there is confidence in ltu... nothing compares to my performance after a few months of asc...seriously. I feel like I have no confidence and my friends have noticed it to. I used to be able to a lot more instinctually rather than now where I theorize and fail. I hate doubting myself. it flipping sucks. Its 7am and Im drunk and alone because of my lack of social accumen...is that right? worst stretch of resistance ever.

I'm a grown freaking man crying over some junior high drama.
oh my god...what the hell is going on with me? when did i lose my balls?

crisis will robinson!

I downloaded subliminal blaster. it flashes phrases on screen. I programed afformations hee hee

I love my life. I love my life. I love my life. I love my life. I love my life.