Transcendent Sith Lord's DMSI 3.3 D Journal

[DarthXedonias]

Well, thought I would update on status. So far haven't really notice much else from this sub, just like I thought I would. Still noticed that I'm tired from even listening to a few hours of it honestly. I think once the fear was taken care of and I got most of the script actualized there really wasn't much left for me. Even the dreams have stopped though like I said even with a couple of hours of listening I'm so darn tired that I can sleep for hours after putting on the sub. I am thinking about moving on sooner to another sub because I am noticing more and more a certain con that I mentioned before. I'm so content and at ease now that its hard to get stuff done. Combine that with some procrastination issues and you see how this could be a Issue. Therefore I'm probably going to end EPRHA 2.0 experimental run early.

I'm very satisfied with the results I had and feel like a new person in a way. Only question is what I'm going to do next. Before I was pretty determined to do AM6 but with the new AOIS out I'm very tempted to jump on the bandwagon. Though there are other candidates as well. I will be making a thread in the men's product discussion and let other people decide on what the next experimental run will be.

In other news, my PTSD is still going into remission. So glad to have this happen and feel normal. I did find out why my PTSD caused so much problems with the sub though. I knew beforehand that people with PTSD have their Hippocampus shrink compared to people without PTSD. Its just that once you actually see the images for yourself its something totally different.



Kinda of makes sense now why I could't handle the emotions sometimes. My mind was stuck in "survival" mode all the time due to my Hippocampus (regulates short/long term memory) and my Amygdala (Regulates fear, processes major emotions, works overtime for people with PTSD) was hyperactive. Luckly, found out there are things you can take to promote growth in the in Hippocampus. I think by doing this and my sessions that decrease hyperactivity in my Amygdala I should have the rest of this nip in the bud.