06-02-2016, 08:38 AM
E2 is definitely on a whole other level compared to any of the prior programs. It hits you in a completely different way.
Man, I just realized I've been heavily resisting what this subliminal has been bringing up for the past few weeks. Is it possible to procrastinate emotionally healing yourself? Because I think that's what I've been doing. Today I've just been really letting the subliminal do it's thing and relax and let it pull up whatever needs to come up and release it. It's been pretty unpleasant so far, it feels like this never ending pit in my stomach that I keep pulling crap out of. Just when I think I've cleared out all I need to, there's more there hidden away. I'm really astounded just how much stuff is there that I wasn't even aware of. Makes me wonder about all the harmful beliefs that might have been passed on through the generations in my family unconsciously. It had to have come from somewhere because there's no way I had enough events in my life as a child growing up to cause this much emotional damage.
Man, I just realized I've been heavily resisting what this subliminal has been bringing up for the past few weeks. Is it possible to procrastinate emotionally healing yourself? Because I think that's what I've been doing. Today I've just been really letting the subliminal do it's thing and relax and let it pull up whatever needs to come up and release it. It's been pretty unpleasant so far, it feels like this never ending pit in my stomach that I keep pulling crap out of. Just when I think I've cleared out all I need to, there's more there hidden away. I'm really astounded just how much stuff is there that I wasn't even aware of. Makes me wonder about all the harmful beliefs that might have been passed on through the generations in my family unconsciously. It had to have come from somewhere because there's no way I had enough events in my life as a child growing up to cause this much emotional damage.
