05-08-2011, 05:39 PM
Ok so tonight's the last night of stage 4 so once again I'll sum up the effects of this stage. Stage 4 was pretty brutal for me, like stage 2 only times 10. But it's hard to tell because I've also got a lot of stress due to finals week. Which I honestly can't help, I think the stress drives me to do better but at the same time cripples me in terms of enjoying life. Anyway....
-Body language is really smooth. I look really relaxed all the time but there's really no conscious effort involved there
-stage 4 I think brought back that edginess. Which is a good thing, but at the same time gave me a really harsh vibe. Sometimes I could mellow out, but other times I just couldn't stand being around people and I just wanted to be alone.
-I definitely feel like people respect me a lot more. They are friendly around me and really respectful.
-I pretty much don't tolerate crap from anyone. When I do experience anger it's much more refined. Almost an attitude of whatever, I let them play out their little game and pretty much make them see how foolish they are when I don't react. It's almost like they aren't even worthy of my attention, I just really don't care.
-I'm getting better at setting my priorities. I'm able to do what needs to be done, even if I'm feeling really lazy or unmotivated.
-My voice is a lot deeper and projects easily.
-This one I've noticed a lot more lately. I find my self image increasingly sexy every day lol.
Overall I can see how the roughness of stage 4 helped solidify the alpha mindset even more. Looking forward to stage 5 and the changes that will bring.
-Body language is really smooth. I look really relaxed all the time but there's really no conscious effort involved there
-stage 4 I think brought back that edginess. Which is a good thing, but at the same time gave me a really harsh vibe. Sometimes I could mellow out, but other times I just couldn't stand being around people and I just wanted to be alone.
-I definitely feel like people respect me a lot more. They are friendly around me and really respectful.
-I pretty much don't tolerate crap from anyone. When I do experience anger it's much more refined. Almost an attitude of whatever, I let them play out their little game and pretty much make them see how foolish they are when I don't react. It's almost like they aren't even worthy of my attention, I just really don't care.
-I'm getting better at setting my priorities. I'm able to do what needs to be done, even if I'm feeling really lazy or unmotivated.
-My voice is a lot deeper and projects easily.
-This one I've noticed a lot more lately. I find my self image increasingly sexy every day lol.
Overall I can see how the roughness of stage 4 helped solidify the alpha mindset even more. Looking forward to stage 5 and the changes that will bring.
