05-08-2011, 01:16 PM
Well ladies and gentlemen, today is the last day of my Alpha Set journey. Today is my "make-up" day. I'll be listening to the alpha set for about 16 hours today to make up for any time I missed.
A little back story first. I first came to this site due to the suggestion of my very good friend Wildflower. At the time, I had just recently gotten out of a very up and down relationship that had left me drained emotionally, and also destroyed my confidence. At that point in time, I kept thinking to myself how I wish there was somekind of solution to make me a stronger person and get me out of the situation I was in. 3 months later in August I began the Alpha Set 2009 edition, switched over to AM2011 in late January, and then finished out the set. The road was bumpy and the journey was rainy but through it all I have grown more in the last 9 months than I have in the past 4 YEARS. I feel as if I have gotten 10 years of inner game training in just 9 months.
Have I changed much? Not on the outside, but the difference now is that I'm much more secure in myself and while there are sometimes where I feel unsure, I can push myself past my fears much more easily. I no longer feel needy towards women (finally!), I'm more comfortable talking and joking with them and yes I DON'T take them that seriously which translates into me not caring if they flake, or act unintrested because I just go "oh well, your lost". Ironically, I've actually gotten more compliments within the past few months from women than I've EVER gotten. It's quite flattering being told "you're so photogenic" or "you're so cute". Or even better, having girls be very forward about their interest towards you...that's always nice.
Now that it's over I'm considering sticking with Maximum Learning Speed since that subliminal has been aiding me quite well, it actually allowe me to pass one of my finals with a 98% and tomorrow marks the start of my summer classes. I'm considering just getting full exposure from Maximum Learning for the next week and then I'll either add Ultra Motivation 4G, Luck Magnifier, or use Large Breated Lover with active manifestion techniques.
I want to say thanks to Wildlfower of course for helping me find this place, to Shannon for his endless dedication to creating quality programs, to RainbowAbyss and Blueness for their helpful replies, and to everyone else in the forum.
A little back story first. I first came to this site due to the suggestion of my very good friend Wildflower. At the time, I had just recently gotten out of a very up and down relationship that had left me drained emotionally, and also destroyed my confidence. At that point in time, I kept thinking to myself how I wish there was somekind of solution to make me a stronger person and get me out of the situation I was in. 3 months later in August I began the Alpha Set 2009 edition, switched over to AM2011 in late January, and then finished out the set. The road was bumpy and the journey was rainy but through it all I have grown more in the last 9 months than I have in the past 4 YEARS. I feel as if I have gotten 10 years of inner game training in just 9 months.
Have I changed much? Not on the outside, but the difference now is that I'm much more secure in myself and while there are sometimes where I feel unsure, I can push myself past my fears much more easily. I no longer feel needy towards women (finally!), I'm more comfortable talking and joking with them and yes I DON'T take them that seriously which translates into me not caring if they flake, or act unintrested because I just go "oh well, your lost". Ironically, I've actually gotten more compliments within the past few months from women than I've EVER gotten. It's quite flattering being told "you're so photogenic" or "you're so cute". Or even better, having girls be very forward about their interest towards you...that's always nice.
Now that it's over I'm considering sticking with Maximum Learning Speed since that subliminal has been aiding me quite well, it actually allowe me to pass one of my finals with a 98% and tomorrow marks the start of my summer classes. I'm considering just getting full exposure from Maximum Learning for the next week and then I'll either add Ultra Motivation 4G, Luck Magnifier, or use Large Breated Lover with active manifestion techniques.
I want to say thanks to Wildlfower of course for helping me find this place, to Shannon for his endless dedication to creating quality programs, to RainbowAbyss and Blueness for their helpful replies, and to everyone else in the forum.