05-26-2016, 07:36 AM
(05-25-2016, 07:20 PM)Shannon Wrote: This program is designed to work at the right pace, intensity and direction for you. So you can expect it will be working on whatever has priority right now, and that may change a lot as it helps you untangle the emotional stuff.
I just wanted to make sure it was still helping. And be patient with it and yourself.
Yeah I was in a tough financial situation for a while, well still am. But at least now I have a part time job so I think a lot of the energy was directed towards solving that immediate problem and now it's working on other stuff.
I'll be honest though, I've been stuck in a dark place these past few weeks. I've made some big improvements, but still feel really lost in life. I'm trying to carve out a life that I want, not something I just fall into. But it feels like I'm so at odds with the way the world works. Like constant pressure from the outside how I'm supposed to do things which is nonsense because nobody is supposed to do anything, we should have free will in our decisions. It gets to the point where I don't know if the troubles I'm having in life are just a result of seeing things differently and wanting different things than what we are told. In a way it just all seems so absurd how people pass their beliefs onto other people and the chain goes on and on until somebody decides to question it and break it.
