05-07-2011, 02:27 PM
Things are picking up just a little more, including my sex drive. One that I need to learn is how to properly channel the energy that bubbles up. Porn is still a minor problem and I do realize if I want to succeed with women and being great, then it must stop. If SM negates viewing of porn, then I must be resisting or something.
Aside from that, my eye game is getting better... making more of a conscious effort to improve it (per the notes, eye seduction gets worked on in stage 2 and thereafter) but I also find myself automatically looking beautiful women right in their eyes at times, when I'm in the mood. Eye game is getting markedly better, especially starting about a week ago; it was off when I started SM. I'm smiling more and when I do hit eye contact with women, they're smiling.
I'm bantering more than usual (verbal flirting skills are notably improved). Although I feel they can use more improvement. I tend to verbally flirt more with people that I know vs. complete strangers.
One thing that I definitely want manifested is FWB's
so as Cory says, put the intention out there and will return.
Since I'm running 35 days per stage, my last day for stage 1 will be next Saturday, which I will write a recap on what went down with stage 1.
My hangups with wearing my short running shorts out when going to the apt. gym, etc. seems to be pretty much over... about 95% I feel much more comfortable wearing them than I did several weeks ago so it's also apparent that SM is working on my self image and what not. If anything, I'm about to order 3 more pairs so I won't be without any pairs during the week. My old shorts will be tossed out since they look quite ratty.
And I also find myself wanting to spend more time being exposed to the subliminals, much like I did when starting Alpha Male last year... wanting to improve myself, writing in my offline journals, and allow myself to "regroup" before sending out the next wave.
Aside from that, my eye game is getting better... making more of a conscious effort to improve it (per the notes, eye seduction gets worked on in stage 2 and thereafter) but I also find myself automatically looking beautiful women right in their eyes at times, when I'm in the mood. Eye game is getting markedly better, especially starting about a week ago; it was off when I started SM. I'm smiling more and when I do hit eye contact with women, they're smiling.
I'm bantering more than usual (verbal flirting skills are notably improved). Although I feel they can use more improvement. I tend to verbally flirt more with people that I know vs. complete strangers.
One thing that I definitely want manifested is FWB's
so as Cory says, put the intention out there and will return. Since I'm running 35 days per stage, my last day for stage 1 will be next Saturday, which I will write a recap on what went down with stage 1.
My hangups with wearing my short running shorts out when going to the apt. gym, etc. seems to be pretty much over... about 95%
I feel much more comfortable wearing them than I did several weeks ago so it's also apparent that SM is working on my self image and what not. If anything, I'm about to order 3 more pairs so I won't be without any pairs during the week. My old shorts will be tossed out since they look quite ratty. And I also find myself wanting to spend more time being exposed to the subliminals, much like I did when starting Alpha Male last year... wanting to improve myself, writing in my offline journals, and allow myself to "regroup" before sending out the next wave.
Get your pickles!!!
