05-25-2016, 05:36 AM
Stage 2 day 31,
-Been playing the Witcher 3 for the past week or so while working on papers and studying.
+/- Woke up feeling shame for my past mistakes in my love life. I felt like shit when it happened but I feel better now.
+ If I apply myself, the strength and some of the AM qualities come out but it is not automatic.
Recap of stage 2
+Naturalizer is a beast and I don't feel resistance but it is also hard to figure out if I actually changed much at all.
+ Meditation has been more frequent but still kinda sporadic. 1-3 times per week.
- Fear and the lack of capital is stopping me from doing the things I want to do. But the line of doing the things I want to do and escapism is very thin.
The beast of all the stages is coming and I dont feel ready for it.
-Been playing the Witcher 3 for the past week or so while working on papers and studying.
+/- Woke up feeling shame for my past mistakes in my love life. I felt like shit when it happened but I feel better now.
+ If I apply myself, the strength and some of the AM qualities come out but it is not automatic.
Recap of stage 2
+Naturalizer is a beast and I don't feel resistance but it is also hard to figure out if I actually changed much at all.
+ Meditation has been more frequent but still kinda sporadic. 1-3 times per week.
- Fear and the lack of capital is stopping me from doing the things I want to do. But the line of doing the things I want to do and escapism is very thin.
The beast of all the stages is coming and I dont feel ready for it.
Phase 1: The Foundation
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)