Manifestation kicks in again or is more obvious. I realize I'm Always encountering women and popening people is of no issue any longer. made me think about wolverine's seductive touch. This blond girl/women at the receptuion of my gym reacts submissive. At the gasstation I came across an ten ( this echoed in my mind, mindblown ) said hi. Also, thinkling about how cute an women is without approaching is pretty beta. Like, the approach has turned for me as something less stressfull then not doing it at all. Selfvalidation and entitlement. Just rolling and flowing with, almost like a dream.
* im feeling more zen, yesterday evening I felt some stonewalling, like some chainreaction of realizations, Feeling more at ease now. made me realize the absolute confidence and how fears are almost something tragic and sadness invoking, compassion even. ( selflove programming? )
Still getting angry about random things, making me feel like I'm going to lose it. having more memories popping up. realize letting go about things.
Going to evaluate my values and boundaries. Feel how AM seems to dominate my behaviour. people lock eyes with me more and women smile. Another women in an car did step out the moment I drove by.
Still the 10 at the gasstation feels different, like something different was about the whole situation.
feel like I can befriend anyone. Chatted some other people up at the gym and it was liek we knew eachother for years and it was as if I created my own party.
Deep psych and core changes going on due Alpha Male 6.0. fear release and looking into what the source of stress is, what the source of blocks are gives enormous sense of freedom. Im pretty sure the stuff I'm still dealing with will make sense eventually. feeling pretty awesome currently and breakthroughs are happening. Even if I'm dating an girl, im still the high value one. Some needyness, tenseness and anxieties where prese3nt the last few days sbut these seem to be solved somewhat, as if back to being the prize.
* im feeling more zen, yesterday evening I felt some stonewalling, like some chainreaction of realizations, Feeling more at ease now. made me realize the absolute confidence and how fears are almost something tragic and sadness invoking, compassion even. ( selflove programming? )
Still getting angry about random things, making me feel like I'm going to lose it. having more memories popping up. realize letting go about things.
Going to evaluate my values and boundaries. Feel how AM seems to dominate my behaviour. people lock eyes with me more and women smile. Another women in an car did step out the moment I drove by.
Still the 10 at the gasstation feels different, like something different was about the whole situation.
feel like I can befriend anyone. Chatted some other people up at the gym and it was liek we knew eachother for years and it was as if I created my own party.
Deep psych and core changes going on due Alpha Male 6.0. fear release and looking into what the source of stress is, what the source of blocks are gives enormous sense of freedom. Im pretty sure the stuff I'm still dealing with will make sense eventually. feeling pretty awesome currently and breakthroughs are happening. Even if I'm dating an girl, im still the high value one. Some needyness, tenseness and anxieties where prese3nt the last few days sbut these seem to be solved somewhat, as if back to being the prize.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
