05-10-2016, 05:52 PM
day 51 - wrath
I was sick all weekend. I still have a headache. I also have been having fits of rage. I have been super impatient with myself and others. soo angry. I have switched over to a high protein diet which can contribute to the anger.
Everything is not rainbows and flowers. resistance happens.
My team mate told me the girl I had a crush on was flirting with him.
My client has stopped replying to my emails.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My client, I have no control over, just have to get more.
The girl I had(yes past tense now) a crush on will now need to be replaced with an upgrade.dejavu.
which sucks cuz I thought I was making headway with that one.
doing my best not to spiral downward...
I have been binging on youtube videos of billionaires and I have been studying them.
my friend just called me and needs a ride to pick up his car that broke down an hour and 15 min away. now he didn't ask, he assumed which is getting me pissed. he offered to pay for gas (um isn't that understood for 2.5 hours of driving). he's my friend of 15 years so I'm gonna help.
I'm thinking about getting drunk. I don't attend AA meetings because they depress me. I drink maybe 2-3 times a month lately at gatherings but tonight I want to drink to forget.
I was sick all weekend. I still have a headache. I also have been having fits of rage. I have been super impatient with myself and others. soo angry. I have switched over to a high protein diet which can contribute to the anger.
Everything is not rainbows and flowers. resistance happens.
My team mate told me the girl I had a crush on was flirting with him.
My client has stopped replying to my emails.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My client, I have no control over, just have to get more.
The girl I had(yes past tense now) a crush on will now need to be replaced with an upgrade.dejavu.
which sucks cuz I thought I was making headway with that one.
doing my best not to spiral downward...
I have been binging on youtube videos of billionaires and I have been studying them.
my friend just called me and needs a ride to pick up his car that broke down an hour and 15 min away. now he didn't ask, he assumed which is getting me pissed. he offered to pay for gas (um isn't that understood for 2.5 hours of driving). he's my friend of 15 years so I'm gonna help.
I'm thinking about getting drunk. I don't attend AA meetings because they depress me. I drink maybe 2-3 times a month lately at gatherings but tonight I want to drink to forget.
