04-15-2016, 05:20 AM
I still have 5 days on stage 2 to go, but I think it's good time for some kind of summary, especially since this weekend may change a lot. This has been stage of self-realization, a stark contrast from the last one. During last stage I was much more alpha, I got a girl and lost virginity, but a lot of it wasn't me and it felt unfounded. Now I am much more doubtful and emotional, but I understand myself much better, I came to some hard but necessary conclusions and I think I know next steps forward. Life of course is unpredictable and expectations are met with disappointment, so I'd rather take what is given to me. But I know I need to change. Not to be alpha and get some pussy, but to survive and be actually happy. There is no other way.
Cannot wait to see what stage 3 will bring. Only 5 more day to it!
Cannot wait to see what stage 3 will bring. Only 5 more day to it!
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
