04-09-2016, 10:49 AM
The last couple of days... it's been a rollercoaster ride. I'm alternating between pure excitement ("OMG, this is going to be a great startup, I'm going to be a superstar") and absolute regret ("How could I ever think this would work").
There's also a period where I'm making breakthroughs yet I feel absolutely emotionless... as if the successes barely register. Work is so effortless, I literally feel fear that my ego will disappear.
Right now is such a point in time for me. The prototype is elegantly turning out to be much better and more impressive than I would have anticipated. Cause for excitement? Well... no, because challenges never seem to seize and I only seem to care about conquering them.
There's also a period where I'm making breakthroughs yet I feel absolutely emotionless... as if the successes barely register. Work is so effortless, I literally feel fear that my ego will disappear.
Right now is such a point in time for me. The prototype is elegantly turning out to be much better and more impressive than I would have anticipated. Cause for excitement? Well... no, because challenges never seem to seize and I only seem to care about conquering them.
