alpha 3

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Okay then, I am in a much better state of my mind to do a review. Here it is.

• I am #1 priority in my life.
  

Nothing comes in the way of what I want, what I need, what I wish and desire. And I expect nothing less. No second options. The concept of self-sacrifice is foreign to me now. There is not a single ounce of guilt and/or shame left to pursue what I want to. I am immune to morals forced upon us by society such as honor, courage, duty, etc. In other words, others don't define for me what is an alpha male. I define what it is and I strive to live up to my definition. I closed the doors of my mind to be influenced by anything I don't approve of. I am my own man, and I am the #1 priority in my life.

As a result, I dropped out of college once and for all. And made a vow to never ever again follow the herd: Go to college -> Get a Job -> Marry/Kids, etc.

• Girls: "Mostly no, but thank you."
  

I begin this journey to get laid. Plain and simple truth. I did not care about being a better man for myself, but to get girls. The pain of dissatisfaction led me here, and I am grateful for that. Six months ago I could have done anything to get laid. If a girl would have wanted me to be around her like a dog to open her legs, sure! If a girl would have wanted me to get in a relationship to open her legs, sure! Heck, even if a girl didn't even want to **** me, I'd still be willing to hang around.

But times changed, and I started setting boundaries and expectations, and I do not care if even the world goes to hell, a girl will never be a part of my life if she doesn't fit my reality and my purpose. Here is a brief example from the conversation of my (LDR) ex:-

She: "Hi, come online?"
Me: "No."
She: "Why not?"
Me: "I will screw your brains out if I do."
She:"Horny little asshole!"
Me: "Go and play with castrated boys. Goodbye."

But, you may say - "Hello? Does that mean you are giving up on enjoying the fruits of feminity and sex?"

No, not at all. Actually, on the contrary, I can now love girls more freely than I ever could. Without expectations, without dependence. Without any of the fillers.

The point being, girls are a much smaller part of my life than they used to be. MUCH smaller.

And I do not know if it is the result of my new-found belief, but I received compliments from girls when I went out. And once, even my own cousin offered me to have sex. Of course, I refused.

• My needs are stripped down to the bone.
  

I thought I needed a girl to live a happy life. No, I don't. I thought I needed a body of a God to live a happy life. No, I don't. I thought I desired big cars, big mansions. No, I don't. I thought I needed to travel the world to seek peace. No, I don't.

I need two things to live: Myself, and a purpose. That is all. Of course, I need food, clothing, shelter, etc, too. But you get the idea, right?

• Improved looks.
  

People compare me to various actors, army officers, bodybuilders. The best part is I did not do anything. No exercise, nothing. And of course, I feel so sexy.

Last, but not the least...

• I took charge of my life, and this is only the beginning...
  

AM 6 made me suffer. It kicked my ass every fu!king single day. I went through hell and back. And it still wouldn't stop kicking my ass until I DO something. AM 6 doesn't present a choice. I had to take charge of my life. There is no other way around it.

Thank you.