03-24-2016, 10:48 AM
1. I have stood up for myself lately a lot and it just makes me so angry sometimes at people and to my friends, and it just doesn't feel like guilty feeling afterwards, and this had been the issue for me earlier.
2. Girls seem more like bitch to me, and they just act like that.
Though the same bitches try to touch me and I told her not to do so.
Two girls that tried to touch me, and told them not to touch me, bcz I had something in mind about them and I was pissed at them.
3. I had fight with my friends too, and they were not ready to back down with me and later on they did.
4. I had walked away from some of the situations.
In one situation, I literally walked away without any hesitation.
In another situation, I fighted and then after three or four fights, I walked away.
In third situation, I walked away from the situation and they had to come and talk me down from that.
And, It wasn't intentional or something I consciously decided to walk away.
It just happened and I walked away.
I had so many situations in my life where I had wanted to walk away but couldn't, and this time I did it and later on I realized that it was bcz of the sub.
I would have been done with stage 1 should I have decided to go for 32 days, but will go on for another 8 days.
Still no lucid dreams in stage 1, but normal for me to daydream a lot.
Another update not related to SM3.
I started going through Power Influence Course of the Jason Capital and I had my eyes lit up to that course, and I am learning to implement the content of that course, and it's kinda new perspective for me to look at the world.
I also have been doing exercises and workouts which I left in between in my AM6 run.
I have officially become the night owl and cannot sleep mostly at night.
Looking at the results of the program, I think I should be done with SM3 before ASC 6G prototype comes out.
2. Girls seem more like bitch to me, and they just act like that.
Though the same bitches try to touch me and I told her not to do so.
Two girls that tried to touch me, and told them not to touch me, bcz I had something in mind about them and I was pissed at them.
3. I had fight with my friends too, and they were not ready to back down with me and later on they did.
4. I had walked away from some of the situations.
In one situation, I literally walked away without any hesitation.
In another situation, I fighted and then after three or four fights, I walked away.
In third situation, I walked away from the situation and they had to come and talk me down from that.
And, It wasn't intentional or something I consciously decided to walk away.
It just happened and I walked away.
I had so many situations in my life where I had wanted to walk away but couldn't, and this time I did it and later on I realized that it was bcz of the sub.
I would have been done with stage 1 should I have decided to go for 32 days, but will go on for another 8 days.
Still no lucid dreams in stage 1, but normal for me to daydream a lot.
Another update not related to SM3.
I started going through Power Influence Course of the Jason Capital and I had my eyes lit up to that course, and I am learning to implement the content of that course, and it's kinda new perspective for me to look at the world.
I also have been doing exercises and workouts which I left in between in my AM6 run.
I have officially become the night owl and cannot sleep mostly at night.
Looking at the results of the program, I think I should be done with SM3 before ASC 6G prototype comes out.
