04-19-2011, 07:44 AM
I find myself bantering with women a bit more... but only when I'm in the mood to do so. Last week, I felt tired and out of it most of the days and felt like not being on top of the game... and some doubting stuff coming up. I guess the sub hits hard and fast in the get-go. It reminds me what Ryan felt when jumping on Women Magnet last year.
I do feel more aloof and not wanting to socialize much but that may change. At least the dreams I've been having has some sexuality stuff thrown in.
Last night's dream had me in a mens restroom and two girls walk in. I tell them it's a guys room but they blew that off and one girl unbuttons her blouse and thrusts her boobs at me. Then the dream morphs and we're outside and I'm trying to hug one of the girls (the cuter one, incidentally it wasn't the one that flashed me) and she was initially reluctant but started hugging me anyways. So we chit-chat for a while and my right hand is traveling up and down the center of her back, which she liked. Then I asked her if I can find some E for my birthday (I think she took the drug herself and so did her friend) and she was slightly annoyed about me asking her that (thinking that she is suspecting me of using her to get the drug and then dropping her out of my life) but she chilled out and we resumed talking and hugging. Then her and her friend pull out some paper the size of business cards and they write down their names and whatnot and give them to me. I couldn't make out their hand scribbles so I had to ask them what letter and / or word was that.
Geez what a crazy dream!
Then the dream morphed into other random stuff.
I do feel more aloof and not wanting to socialize much but that may change. At least the dreams I've been having has some sexuality stuff thrown in.
Last night's dream had me in a mens restroom and two girls walk in. I tell them it's a guys room but they blew that off and one girl unbuttons her blouse and thrusts her boobs at me. Then the dream morphs and we're outside and I'm trying to hug one of the girls (the cuter one, incidentally it wasn't the one that flashed me) and she was initially reluctant but started hugging me anyways. So we chit-chat for a while and my right hand is traveling up and down the center of her back, which she liked. Then I asked her if I can find some E for my birthday (I think she took the drug herself and so did her friend) and she was slightly annoyed about me asking her that (thinking that she is suspecting me of using her to get the drug and then dropping her out of my life) but she chilled out and we resumed talking and hugging. Then her and her friend pull out some paper the size of business cards and they write down their names and whatnot and give them to me. I couldn't make out their hand scribbles so I had to ask them what letter and / or word was that.
Geez what a crazy dream!
Then the dream morphed into other random stuff.
Get your pickles!!!
