04-17-2011, 10:02 AM
Yes, there is desire but at the same time zero desperation. Prior to stage 3 I wasn't really feeling the same desire I'm feeling now. Yeah, I'm heterosexual and virile but women weren't top of my priorities and nor did the occupy my thoughts much. Whether this surge of desire has simply coincided with stage 3, or whether it has been caused by stage 3 I don't know. Because of how laid back, and non-desperate I'm feeling - whilst simultaneously feeling very red blooded - I'm willing to bet that it is actually caused by stage 3.
I'm less inclined to take all the chances that come my way Simply because there's a surplus. I do have very high standards but this is more a case of letting the chips fall where they fall. That's not to say I'm not taking advantage of what comes my way, because I am a lot of the time; although, admittedly I'm probably going to use 'seek the challenge' at some point in the future once I'm done with Alpha Male to overcome any fear, embarrassment or plain old procrastination that may be holding me back. Having said that, I have a feeling I'll at the very least have a few new friends with benefits in the next couple of months. I can tell Alpha Male is having that effect on me.
I'm less inclined to take all the chances that come my way Simply because there's a surplus. I do have very high standards but this is more a case of letting the chips fall where they fall. That's not to say I'm not taking advantage of what comes my way, because I am a lot of the time; although, admittedly I'm probably going to use 'seek the challenge' at some point in the future once I'm done with Alpha Male to overcome any fear, embarrassment or plain old procrastination that may be holding me back. Having said that, I have a feeling I'll at the very least have a few new friends with benefits in the next couple of months. I can tell Alpha Male is having that effect on me.
“To be normal is the ideal aim of the unsuccessful.” - Carl Jung
