04-15-2011, 11:04 AM
So something I'm noticing in stage 4 is my appreciation for female beauty without actually any neediness attached to it, which is nice. Not like in the past where I saw a beautiful girl and then the only thing on my mind was how I could get her. I guess it's more of an abundance mentality. You see a good looking woman and then realize she's not the only one lol. I don't know I guess in the past I thought admiring the beauty of a girl was "giving your power away". Yeah, the pick up industry made me paranoid of stuff to an irrational degree. I've noticed now that I'm actually accepting the feelings instead of pushing them away, girls seem to be a lot more interested and I catch a lot of looks my way. It's definitely that whole eye seduction thing, it seems like I communicate 1000 times more just by looking into her eyes than actually saying something and I know she feels it too.
