Yet another dream featuring kissing, lol! This time, it was a cute girl and I kissed her on the lips for like 3 seconds or something. Hmm I'm beginning to like SM! The rest of the dream was just bizarre stuff like me forgetting my prized cell phone and having to go back and getting it somewhere. I remember being highly agitated.
And yesterday as I was walking to the apartment complex gym, I spotted a blonde taking her dog for a walk. I was probably 50 or so feet away from her. She looked my way and looked back... then looked at me again. I just went on about my business.
I happen to wear my very short running shorts and I'm not used to wearing those out of my apt. I'm always making stupid excuses for not wearing them like " these shorts don't have pockets so I have to carry my keys" which is true but not a very good excuse. I consider myself to have hot legs for a guy so I don't know why I have a stupid hangup about exposing that much leg.
Bollocks!!!
It could be that SM is pulling up more deep rooted issues about my self image. I just don't know why I refuse to believe that I'm very attractive. I hate negative beliefs!
And yesterday as I was walking to the apartment complex gym, I spotted a blonde taking her dog for a walk. I was probably 50 or so feet away from her. She looked my way and looked back... then looked at me again. I just went on about my business.
I happen to wear my very short running shorts and I'm not used to wearing those out of my apt. I'm always making stupid excuses for not wearing them like " these shorts don't have pockets so I have to carry my keys" which is true but not a very good excuse. I consider myself to have hot legs for a guy so I don't know why I have a stupid hangup about exposing that much leg.
Bollocks!!!
It could be that SM is pulling up more deep rooted issues about my self image. I just don't know why I refuse to believe that I'm very attractive. I hate negative beliefs!
Get your pickles!!!