03-10-2016, 08:02 AM
Seems like I was right to start working on this prototype. Not just from a practical point of view, but also in terms of personal growth.
The more work I put in, the more I'm aware of how much my foot has been on the break. It feels like unresolved shame, actually.
Right now I'm
- learning a new programming language on a tight deadline
- bulding a prototype for a startup, while its key goals and mission statement keeps changing several times a day
- I'm looking for programmers to actually take that work off my plate once financing is acquired (and having them on board will make it more likely that I'll get it)
- And not too long from now I'll have to pitch in front of investors for the first time based on what I've cooked up. And then, I'll ask them to give me somewhere between 40k and 100k euro. (depending on how confident I am by then
)
Overall, I'm not surprised that some "I can't do it" beliefs are resurfacing, lol.
I have more passion than ever because of tackling this emotion over and over, but it takes quite a bit of time in meditation / sedona releasing/ etc. to actually process and clear it out.
I find myself wishing I was running the EPRHA 2.0, since that state-shifting tech sounds exactly like what I would need to keep me working. Stage 3 of BASE is where it's at, instead, which probably still helps... a lot.
The more work I put in, the more I'm aware of how much my foot has been on the break. It feels like unresolved shame, actually.
Right now I'm
- learning a new programming language on a tight deadline
- bulding a prototype for a startup, while its key goals and mission statement keeps changing several times a day
- I'm looking for programmers to actually take that work off my plate once financing is acquired (and having them on board will make it more likely that I'll get it)
- And not too long from now I'll have to pitch in front of investors for the first time based on what I've cooked up. And then, I'll ask them to give me somewhere between 40k and 100k euro. (depending on how confident I am by then
)Overall, I'm not surprised that some "I can't do it" beliefs are resurfacing, lol.
I have more passion than ever because of tackling this emotion over and over, but it takes quite a bit of time in meditation / sedona releasing/ etc. to actually process and clear it out.
I find myself wishing I was running the EPRHA 2.0, since that state-shifting tech sounds exactly like what I would need to keep me working. Stage 3 of BASE is where it's at, instead, which probably still helps... a lot.
